Saturday, December 27, 2008
NO more running wild
i'm yours for life
well you got~ me here
LOL, i LOVE singing today, then when it came to the "got", i simply go off-wire LOL
anyway, this is not the purpose of my post today(not about going off) but its about the meaning of the lyrics, which Pastor Lia had so kindly explained i get VERY impacted of.
hi-five marcus, i received a revelations yesterday.
i have been very emotionally-led, jealousy, anger, sadness, blah... it has been making me very wild
when i have been very emo, i will just sit there and dont talk. when i am angry, my voice become noticeably LOW and solemn. when i am jealous, i become monotonous and shrugs alot, trying to hide the feeling. when i am happy, i CRAP. when i am sad,(the good thing) i seek God! :)
so, cannot let this affect my daily attitude of my life, or to affect the people around me.
i cant imagine, if i am still so emotionally unstable, and i use it to affect people, then the whole CG is like this, wah... poor cheryl. luckily, i have a great spiritual family to support me, to push me forward, to encourage me, teach me. and i certainly hope that i will have a heart to listen and to accept this teachings too! :D
anyway, i certainly aint going to let emotions to guide me. but i will be guided by the Holy Spirit, a spirit of love, mercy and grace on me forever. i am thankful. and i MUST appreciate today.
p.s. pardon me for pushing you guys too much ><
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Aaron never fail to make me laugh! :D
he and i click alot! HAHA
Aaron said this, "MEEHHHHHRRY CHRISTMAS SELAMAT"
those who went for christamas service should know what this means! :D
and all the sheep say"meeehhhh"
getting lost not equal to running away. :D
you get my laughter going man Aaron! :D
he and i click alot! HAHA
Aaron said this, "MEEHHHHHRRY CHRISTMAS SELAMAT"
those who went for christamas service should know what this means! :D
and all the sheep say"meeehhhh"
getting lost not equal to running away. :D
you get my laughter going man Aaron! :D
Thursday, December 25, 2008
today is christmas, yet i am very sad.
i spend this christmas with my family, my spritual family, those who were there: Leona, Cheryl, Jordan, Nicholas, JT, Jedric.
i love them so much. they are so close to me. thinking of leaving them until a very long time later is sad. during the way home on the bus. i cried. i tried holding my tears. although this week there's still another opporturnity, i still dont know if i can come. God presence just dawned on me. He told me,"have a little more faith in me".
yea, faith. i should have faith in God, but i just cant stop myself in feeling such sorrow. i told myself, i will come back, but i jus keep feeling very sad. thinking of not seeing them so soon. thinking of not coming back home, spending time with my spiritual family so soon. i just cant hold back my tears.
i need more faith.
i spend this christmas with my family, my spritual family, those who were there: Leona, Cheryl, Jordan, Nicholas, JT, Jedric.
i love them so much. they are so close to me. thinking of leaving them until a very long time later is sad. during the way home on the bus. i cried. i tried holding my tears. although this week there's still another opporturnity, i still dont know if i can come. God presence just dawned on me. He told me,"have a little more faith in me".
yea, faith. i should have faith in God, but i just cant stop myself in feeling such sorrow. i told myself, i will come back, but i jus keep feeling very sad. thinking of not seeing them so soon. thinking of not coming back home, spending time with my spiritual family so soon. i just cant hold back my tears.
i need more faith.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
marcus, you lost to this --- WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME JUDGING YOU WHEN YOU JUDGED ME !
:D
:D
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
The God i know my tower of refuge
wow. i really love this song, i am almost to listening to it like, everyday.
in this song, there is two verse that really impact me.
it is : the God i know my tower of refuge.
the God i know, strengthens the weak.
this two verse sort of link together, God is really impacting me with this song, not just only becos it is nice to listen(which is quite true) but this two verse really impact me alot. God is really challenging me to come to Him, everytime, no matter what happens, i must really come to Him. i think God is super smart. he is really dropping hints to me, telling me that i must come to Him, FIRST. no matter what happens. Him FIRST.
plus, God is telling me that i am not weak, becos, i am able to be strong, cos He is willing to strengthen me. somewhere in proverbs, its says "let the weak say "i am strong" "
God really wants me to grow. one thing i have learnt through my christian walk, and i keep emphasising this, God is NOT a sadist. He does not put us into misery, or in problems for laughter, but He put this problems in our way, to STRENGTHEN us, to want us to come back to our TOWER OF REFUGE, which is HIM! :D
right now, this song is really what i need. although PO is so strong against me, God is telling me that He WILL STRENGTHEN me, but i must frequently RUN TO MY TOWER OF REFUGE.
cos, if i dont even run to Him, and persevere, it wont help and might even cause me to fall even stronger, this will just cause my faith to leak. doubt and fear to come in.
actually, to be true, i dont expect myself to write so much, but, i think its fun, cos i can come up with alot of logic for myself and inferring what God wants to tell me. COOL :D
see ya tmr guys! i believe that we will breakthrough 1000 youths, 1400 church-wide. :)
F23 will grow, and i will grow, but i must always rmb, come back to God!! :D
wow. i really love this song, i am almost to listening to it like, everyday.
in this song, there is two verse that really impact me.
it is : the God i know my tower of refuge.
the God i know, strengthens the weak.
this two verse sort of link together, God is really impacting me with this song, not just only becos it is nice to listen(which is quite true) but this two verse really impact me alot. God is really challenging me to come to Him, everytime, no matter what happens, i must really come to Him. i think God is super smart. he is really dropping hints to me, telling me that i must come to Him, FIRST. no matter what happens. Him FIRST.
plus, God is telling me that i am not weak, becos, i am able to be strong, cos He is willing to strengthen me. somewhere in proverbs, its says "let the weak say "i am strong" "
God really wants me to grow. one thing i have learnt through my christian walk, and i keep emphasising this, God is NOT a sadist. He does not put us into misery, or in problems for laughter, but He put this problems in our way, to STRENGTHEN us, to want us to come back to our TOWER OF REFUGE, which is HIM! :D
right now, this song is really what i need. although PO is so strong against me, God is telling me that He WILL STRENGTHEN me, but i must frequently RUN TO MY TOWER OF REFUGE.
cos, if i dont even run to Him, and persevere, it wont help and might even cause me to fall even stronger, this will just cause my faith to leak. doubt and fear to come in.
actually, to be true, i dont expect myself to write so much, but, i think its fun, cos i can come up with alot of logic for myself and inferring what God wants to tell me. COOL :D
see ya tmr guys! i believe that we will breakthrough 1000 youths, 1400 church-wide. :)
F23 will grow, and i will grow, but i must always rmb, come back to God!! :D
Sunday, December 21, 2008
My Chains are gone
i've been set free
my God my saviour
has ransomed me
and like a flood
His mercy reigns
unending love
amazing grace
wow. you can say, today's post is really something, that is very, well, not sad, but something that i wanna drop my tears of, something that really touched my heart.
i have like invited 7 lifes, and 5lifes was saved, amongst them, one is still unsure, but we are still gonna have faith amen?
:D i have seen so many lifes, so many lifes really need God, yet they still dont recognise Him, dont wanna accept him, they really, really need God.
i love you Father. i so love Him. what he say is true, the harvest is ripe.
i must be the fishers of men. this revival, is in my hands. be it if someone started it or not, i believe that i will continue it. God is with me. i am so gonna accept discipleship with seriousness, not self-condemnation. accept teachings, cos my CGL and my fellow spiritual brothers loves me.
i love you guys too man, just to tell you guys something, i never is too shy
I LOVE YOU F23 I LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
i've been set free
my God my saviour
has ransomed me
and like a flood
His mercy reigns
unending love
amazing grace
wow. you can say, today's post is really something, that is very, well, not sad, but something that i wanna drop my tears of, something that really touched my heart.
i have like invited 7 lifes, and 5lifes was saved, amongst them, one is still unsure, but we are still gonna have faith amen?
:D i have seen so many lifes, so many lifes really need God, yet they still dont recognise Him, dont wanna accept him, they really, really need God.
i love you Father. i so love Him. what he say is true, the harvest is ripe.
i must be the fishers of men. this revival, is in my hands. be it if someone started it or not, i believe that i will continue it. God is with me. i am so gonna accept discipleship with seriousness, not self-condemnation. accept teachings, cos my CGL and my fellow spiritual brothers loves me.
i love you guys too man, just to tell you guys something, i never is too shy
I LOVE YOU F23 I LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
alright! i am so gonna blog now! :D
LIFE IS GREAT! now, i really am trying SUPER hard to get people to come this sat and christmas service, my contact invites are nearly out -.- DENZEL AND EDMUND! Get your people!!! Hahah!!!! :D
and lets clap our hands and congratulate my mum for striking $500 for her lottery yesterday -.-
like, how much she can win to pay back the previous lottery tickets she had bought which had no won. the devil is really inducing her to buy more. -.- must stop this culture!
ok, haha. i really have a powerful feeling to tell you guys the GREAT things about the MSHS people i have brought, but it seems judgemental. they are still so young. but they are really going into spiritual maturity. cheers! like what it says in the bible, at Hebrews(that's the farthest i can rmb) it says that we start by drinking milk, for basics, then bread, then meat! :D
but i believe, my friends, my spiritual brothers, they are so gonna rise up, i believe. Aaron, on such hunger and on-fireness to know God, he's amazing. Denzel, hungry to know God, trying to change for God, trying to live for God, wanting to rise up, wanting to do this revival with me. Wow. Edmund, making a real effort to come to God, to want to do this revival, to bring friends. wow.
my friends, my spiritual brothers, they are so gonna rise up. i can see it now.
:D
i am so gonna make an impact in this school, no matter what is restricting me, i will never restrict myself. aint no mountain is too big for me no God. cos God is in me.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
hoooorrrrayyyy!!! this is the 100th post! :)
wow, its like one year since i created this blog liaox.
but, happy 100birthday!(no link sia)-.-
Aaron recieved tongues! Ivan, Chun Kit, and i prayed for him during prayer meeting, and he recieved it! :D wow,wow super wow.
right now, i just hope that i can get a black formal shirt, so that when i pass bmta, go usher, i dont have to worry liaox. LETS PRAY! :D
Nick, you taught me this: Sho Ko Rah Bah Kan Dey, Shi Ki Yi Ya Lar Rah Bah Kan Dey
LOL thanks nick :) distinction for AMT seh, my sis got merit! :D hooray!
wow, its like one year since i created this blog liaox.
but, happy 100birthday!(no link sia)-.-
Aaron recieved tongues! Ivan, Chun Kit, and i prayed for him during prayer meeting, and he recieved it! :D wow,wow super wow.
right now, i just hope that i can get a black formal shirt, so that when i pass bmta, go usher, i dont have to worry liaox. LETS PRAY! :D
Nick, you taught me this: Sho Ko Rah Bah Kan Dey, Shi Ki Yi Ya Lar Rah Bah Kan Dey
LOL thanks nick :) distinction for AMT seh, my sis got merit! :D hooray!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
HEY GUYS!! here is some great news to show you! :D it is CERTAINLY GREAT!
the vision of my year is complete! :) i had led five lives to God and they were SAVED by God's amaing grace! :)
now, i must have a new vision! :D
i promised God this: i will get 50 lives to Him, plus, they will want to accept God into their lives.
it is BIG, but IDEALISTIC!
i think, the greatest thing i heard denzel spoke to me in my whole life(yes,literally) is "lets do this revival together man!"
WOW.
i am so gonna rise up, denzel is rising up, edmun will rise up.
one thing know i have to deal with : my emotions
my emotions are SUPER swingy. they can cause me to change me inside out, and make my world upside down(wow! poetry!).
Jealousy, the weakness in me the devil tries to attack me with. i am so not gonna let him win. i dunno know why, but when i was talking to nick that i had this feeling, i felt helpless, and wanna cry, got abit agitated. He was like "are you ok??" then i was, "yeah"
but after he hang up, a few tears came out, and i came running back to God.
His presence was powerful as "Be Exalted" was played, peace, no more jealousy, sadness, i felt joy.
before this happened, i was like, happy, undisturbed, but once after denzel talked to me on the phone, and my mum constant nagging, jealousy and rage just sparked.
God's presence is great
i am so not gonna lose to you devil
i am so going to breakthrough
watch me
the vision of my year is complete! :) i had led five lives to God and they were SAVED by God's amaing grace! :)
now, i must have a new vision! :D
i promised God this: i will get 50 lives to Him, plus, they will want to accept God into their lives.
it is BIG, but IDEALISTIC!
i think, the greatest thing i heard denzel spoke to me in my whole life(yes,literally) is "lets do this revival together man!"
WOW.
i am so gonna rise up, denzel is rising up, edmun will rise up.
one thing know i have to deal with : my emotions
my emotions are SUPER swingy. they can cause me to change me inside out, and make my world upside down(wow! poetry!).
Jealousy, the weakness in me the devil tries to attack me with. i am so not gonna let him win. i dunno know why, but when i was talking to nick that i had this feeling, i felt helpless, and wanna cry, got abit agitated. He was like "are you ok??" then i was, "yeah"
but after he hang up, a few tears came out, and i came running back to God.
His presence was powerful as "Be Exalted" was played, peace, no more jealousy, sadness, i felt joy.
before this happened, i was like, happy, undisturbed, but once after denzel talked to me on the phone, and my mum constant nagging, jealousy and rage just sparked.
God's presence is great
i am so not gonna lose to you devil
i am so going to breakthrough
watch me
Thursday, December 11, 2008
you have filled this heart of mine
with your grace and love divine
i can't help but worship you
you have filled this space between
all my hopes and all my dreams
i'm so thankful that you came for me
so this is my prayer today...
okok. i am so not gonna type the whole song out :P
I CAN GO FOR CHRISTMAS SERVICE! TWO DAYS SUMMORE! :D yeah! :)
hahaa, slowly, breaking through! :D
i counted, there is seven new integrations i brought so far, four got saved, three of them regulars and one new christian! :D
there is like: Hong Yang(saved!). Aaron(saved!). Edmund(saved!). Denzel(saved!), shawn, Yan Zhao, Tay Han, Xiang Le
wow, i promised God five lives to Him. here i go! :D
I DUN WANNA GEL MY HAIR!!!! xD
with your grace and love divine
i can't help but worship you
you have filled this space between
all my hopes and all my dreams
i'm so thankful that you came for me
so this is my prayer today...
okok. i am so not gonna type the whole song out :P
I CAN GO FOR CHRISTMAS SERVICE! TWO DAYS SUMMORE! :D yeah! :)
hahaa, slowly, breaking through! :D
i counted, there is seven new integrations i brought so far, four got saved, three of them regulars and one new christian! :D
there is like: Hong Yang(saved!). Aaron(saved!). Edmund(saved!). Denzel(saved!), shawn, Yan Zhao, Tay Han, Xiang Le
wow, i promised God five lives to Him. here i go! :D
I DUN WANNA GEL MY HAIR!!!! xD
Thursday, December 11, 2008
HEY!! i am posting some of my previous art works today! :D
this is my view of heaven! LOLOLOLOL
made a sword design, got a few inspirations
heheh! took this idea from dark magician!
just, a normal knight?
this was my best artwork yet! :D its for my art exam, gt 76 for it! :)
another inspiration...
concept idea for my sa2 exam...
Clothes concept idea for sa2 too...
and there it is! :D haha. its fun compiling my art ideas together :D
this is my view of heaven! LOLOLOLOL
made a sword design, got a few inspirations
heheh! took this idea from dark magician!
just, a normal knight?
this was my best artwork yet! :D its for my art exam, gt 76 for it! :)
another inspiration...
concept idea for my sa2 exam...
Clothes concept idea for sa2 too...
and there it is! :D haha. its fun compiling my art ideas together :D
SEE YA! :D
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
alright!! i am posting again! haha
A LIFE WAS SAVED!! HALLEJUAH!
haha, hong yang was touched by the love of God and was saved last sunday! i promised God to get him 5 ppl, and now, four people are saved. left one more! JYJY!! :D
this few days, i really, really hate parental objection to the very core. i cant go for ops general training becos my mum dun let. ARGHH!!! parental objection! i am so gonna break free.
i am still, STILL fighting to go for christmas service
i have been thinking alot, why had God put me into this? i slowly, slowly found the answer.
Appreciative:
appreciate the chance to attend service,cg, outings, no to take it for granted.
such as when any events, or even laziness comes, i wont think that missing one day is okok de.
Strength;
God is refining my strength that i would want to grow into spiritual maturity, to want to grow stronger that my parents will see the change and let me go. he is using this that i may be motivated to refine myself with constant doing of spiritual habits.
Testimony:
after breaking through, i can prove to people that parental objection CAN be broken through! let people have hope and faith that it will happen!
Love:
it will enhance my love and dependency on God, that i will slowly have an unlawful hunger to want to seek him, to love him, appreciate him.
wow. i believe there is much more! :D
see ya! :D
A LIFE WAS SAVED!! HALLEJUAH!
haha, hong yang was touched by the love of God and was saved last sunday! i promised God to get him 5 ppl, and now, four people are saved. left one more! JYJY!! :D
this few days, i really, really hate parental objection to the very core. i cant go for ops general training becos my mum dun let. ARGHH!!! parental objection! i am so gonna break free.
i am still, STILL fighting to go for christmas service
i have been thinking alot, why had God put me into this? i slowly, slowly found the answer.
Appreciative:
appreciate the chance to attend service,cg, outings, no to take it for granted.
such as when any events, or even laziness comes, i wont think that missing one day is okok de.
Strength;
God is refining my strength that i would want to grow into spiritual maturity, to want to grow stronger that my parents will see the change and let me go. he is using this that i may be motivated to refine myself with constant doing of spiritual habits.
Testimony:
after breaking through, i can prove to people that parental objection CAN be broken through! let people have hope and faith that it will happen!
Love:
it will enhance my love and dependency on God, that i will slowly have an unlawful hunger to want to seek him, to love him, appreciate him.
wow. i believe there is much more! :D
see ya! :D
Saturday, December 06, 2008
HEY!!! i have managed to speak in tounges! i have been finally baptised by the holy spirit!
yeah! :D
alright, today, God just talked to me, and spoke sumthing really powerful to me. he said this ...
"go and talk to your father today about your views to want to come church. do not be afraid to speak, for you do not speak alone, but you speak with the Holy Spirit" WOW!
then i just told my father my views, and he told me that he allowed me to go, but its just my mum, and he dont wanna quarrel with my mom over this issue.
i have won my father, now is my mother! :D
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
hey!!!! i saw this on fedora blog and i am already dying of laughter! its about my sis! HAHAHA
TIPS ON HOW TO BE A BIMBO
By See Ting Wei
Quote 1:"When it's raining, everyone should go home!'
(dont ask me why, i dont know either =/)
Quote 2:"To avoid getting stuck in crowds, you should stand still and wait for everyone to walk past you!"(hmm..i wonder how long that will take?)
Quote 3:"When you fall on the escalator, a mere "whoa" or "ah" is not enough. Say a very loud "WHOOOOO" and then complain about how bad your shoes are!"(you have no idea how embarassing this was...)
Quote 4:" BIM-BWOH is the real way to say Bimbo!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA :D so funny!!! :) when my sis told me the real version, i shouted out laughingLOL
TIPS ON HOW TO BE A BIMBO
By See Ting Wei
Quote 1:"When it's raining, everyone should go home!'
(dont ask me why, i dont know either =/)
Quote 2:"To avoid getting stuck in crowds, you should stand still and wait for everyone to walk past you!"(hmm..i wonder how long that will take?)
Quote 3:"When you fall on the escalator, a mere "whoa" or "ah" is not enough. Say a very loud "WHOOOOO" and then complain about how bad your shoes are!"(you have no idea how embarassing this was...)
Quote 4:" BIM-BWOH is the real way to say Bimbo!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA :D so funny!!! :) when my sis told me the real version, i shouted out laughingLOL
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
have some great and exciting pictures i have taken today! heres...
heres a very "cute" photo of me, and my sis! apparently, my mum wants to steal the limelight!
^_^
this is a better photo i think! haha, just that i shifted my mum face away ^^ 
i told my sis to act emo , in the end she act dreamy LOL, guess who she is dreaming of! :)
now, here is i act dreamy, she act emo, LOL
this is an artistic picture!! LOL, you are seeing double! :D
this is an artistic picture!! LOL, you are seeing double! :D
okok, me bad. i wanted to do some photoshop stuff, but ended blogging instead!!
i actually wanted to post about my sis and i today!
my sis is a great sis! (i tell you ar, if she see this post today, she will be like, "GOSH!")
haha. she has been like the spiritual guider in my life, without her, i wouldnt have known God, i wouldnt have been dragged out from my "awesome"(notice the sarcasm) past!
b4 me and my sister get to know Christ, we were always, fighting. LOL i still can rmb that the tactic that she always use against me is scratching me. LOL, or she will use bombarstic words until i got nothing to say, i must say, she always "win" me in fights LOL
it is like when she is sec3, she get to know God, she was saved, she got me saved that our relationship slowly get to grew better! :D
haha. today, i think me and my sis was being very funny!! if you were there, i promise you you will laugh!
i was planning to cook 2 pieces of omelette, and guess wat, i am like, struggling. LOL
the pot was VERY sticky, and i was like, scraping the egg away, so first one, FAILED! :(
second one, seems very nice, and i took CAUTION now, just making the oil hot first so that i wont be sticky, YET still, it stick, BUT b4 that, i throw the egg in, and SPLASH! the oil was like "Piang""Piang" then me and my sis just backed off, and i shouted "turn the fire down!" then she shouted, "you turn!!" i am like, WALAO! so i used the lid as shield and turned it down! HAHAHAHA! in the end, the egg, was like completed by my sis, and it turned frm an omellette to a scrambled eggs! LOL
haha, we had a great time, the pot nearly fell to the floor. i must say, we are the best cooks around LOL!
see ya, btw LOVE YA LOT SIS!