HEY GUYS!! Here I am to blog AGAIN!!

Today’s post is gonna be special and looooooong
Its THANKSGIVING POST!!

For a start, I like to thank GOD!!!

Thank you God for always being by my side 24/7, although knowing that I couldn’t fill this whole page for the great things I want to thank you and the things that you have done for me, I really is appreciative and is thankful for being there for me, and forgiving me of my past and of my sins, thank you Lord, for giving me the following people to thank to! Becos, ultimately, it is You who created them to guide and lead me!

Next, MY SISTER!!!
Thank sis for always being there to guide me and advice me of the things when I am confused or misguided, and most thankfully, I thank God that you are saved! If not, I would not have been saved either! It is through God and through you that I got saved!! Thank you sis for always sharing your experiences to me whenever I need them, and thank you for being a great sister!! Lets grow together man! Amen!

Next, SAMANTHA!!

Thanks Samantha! Thank you for being my leader last year and also sharing with me advices and a lot of things that I couldn’t have solved it myself. Thank you for being such a great CGL to me last time!! THANK YOU MAN!!!

Next, CHERYL!

THANKS CHERYL!! For being my present CGL, although we hadn’t really known each other very very well yet, but I still thank you for being my CGL and helping me whenever I need help and advices! Thanks!

Next, Denzel!

THANKS DENZEL! Whenever I need joy and comfort, you will never fail to make me laugh. You have been a great friend, but now, you are my great spiritual brother! Let’s walk this walk with God together man!

Next, CG!

THANK GUYS! For being a nice and welcoming CG haha! I still can remember the first day I met Jordan. LOL. I hope to spend more time with you guys and grow with you guys man!!! J

Wow, I thanked so many people alr! J most importantly, I think God is the person I need to be most thankful of, he had been impacting me, refine me, comforting me, strengthening me, and loving me for a loooooong time. I wish to spend the rest of my life with Him.

Heal my heart and make it clean, and also break my heart for what breaks yours, Father.

Dwell in me this day.

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HEYHEYHEY!!! i am here yet again, i tink i am really updateful since i have so much free time now...

i am like seeing all my friends really bring me sorrow, something just keep telling me, i am not going to see them agian...

i was like thinking, is getting good results a good matter? when i get good results, i end up going to a good, yet with nobody-i-know-class.also, people keep giving me that "wa, you good lar" kind of language, which angers me although they were simply joking. it just feel kind of uneasy.

whatever it is, i am not going to be INSECURE!! NEVER!

haha, my sis is about to show nick vujicic video to my cousins, cos we are at grandma hse, as usual.

i am gonna miss you guys for 2 weeks man, although i cant come, i believe i will come soon! :)( i think you know who you are guys!!! i will try coming!)

i am going to get myself a bible, I MUST!!! :) having a determination is Good!~~~

lol

i was thinking, is dota that fun? LOL
somewhat, i prefer warcraft. LOL

see ya!!
70 more days to boredom, 70 more days to look forward to.
contradictory... BYE!!

see ya denzel!

hi! its been quite a long time since i last posted eh? haha

anyway, just to show you some BEFORE and AFTER stuff i took...

this is before...

and after, which we still dun have the fire =.=

we were playing blind mice, dueling like mad, psping like mad... moreover, ITS FUN!!!

mr and mrs dhar came ALSO!! they came quite late, which is like almost everybody go home ler so no fun de ><

haha, si cong very scared that mrs dhar will scold him, find out from him if you wanna know why. haha

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yeah! 20th october, MY BIRTHDAY!! whoo hooo!!
just some pictures to share with you...



MY BIRTHDAY CAKE YEAH MAN!! lol
celebrated my birthday yesterday with my family from my maternal side! haha

and...




some great guys celebrated my birthday with me too!! can you guess who are they? haha
but, THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!! YOU ARE SOOOOOO SWEET ^^

but i have just passed a very eventful birthday today: serving people!
me and my class and antoher calss went zoo today, and we just served by being tour guides to old folks from stjohns old folks home to visit the zoo. althoug ha bit of a communication barrier between my group and the old lady(whom i asked and replied that he is 90 years old), since she does not knows how to speak english nor chinese and only knows how to speak teochew, which LUCKILY, i managed to agar-agar talk to her, haha.
i am really happy that the old lady commeneded and thanks me for keeping to offer her a mineral water drink, which she keeps rejecting for fear of inconvenience of going to the toilet. she gives me a thumbs up for speaking RATHER well teochew. LOL

haha. what greater birthday is greater than this, TO SERVE!

but i am quite dissapointed though, cos some of my classmates just feels reluctant to serve, and to help out. but overall, i think we DID A GREAT JOB!!



finally, i took a photo of the cards that i made for my class. haix, my last batch of cards for my friends, haha.

but well, i have already walked through so many, seen so many, yet, it seems as though i know so little, and need to see much more and go through much more!

i see one of my classmate tore uo my card and threw it on the floor in front of me, although sad, i wont be insecure, this is one covenant to God i cannot break. haha.

thank God for the greatest blessing He has given me: Himself.

God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, you are my best friend, LOVE YOU THE BEST!! :)

i have a determination!

haha

i have a great time talking to fedora today. haha. since samantha is busy, i asked fedora instead. sounds wrong, but it was quite urgent and an emergency. haha

denzel going to cg today, i hope that God, me, and many mroe people shall continue to impact him. haha
it takes time to convince i think, i am feeling that i am rushing abit too fast, might end up making him to think that i am forcing hi,. i dont wanna make the same mistake again...
fedora said that i should just casually and just talk about God in a casual matter, and not asif like just releasing facts, facts and facts, but telling him about miracles God had done for me, just applying God into our daily lifes. haha.

insecurity and undecisiveness is really and irritating thing that will really waver a person if they were to decide whether they should want to choose God in to their lives, or to select christianity as their religion. haix...

i am wondering myself, am i that insecure and full of doubt myself last time? haha, YES, i am really seeing myself, maybe not much, but i have been rather doubtful, and faithless at first. it takes time. haha. AND I KNOW IT MYSELF ><

whatever it is, I AM DETERMINED!

It is rather weird for me to blog for three consecutive days ><....

Haha, cos I really have LOTS of stuff to tell you guys today! If I can bother to list them all out today >< haha…

You know, I have been quite worried this few days for my examinations results, and FINALLY, it is REVEALED!! Amen!!

Most thankfully, and through God’s grace, I managed to GET a not bad result! YEAHHH!!!

Managed to A my science, maths, Chinese, art and literature and geography…. YES!!

My English, well, most pathetically, PASSED. YEAH YEAH!!! ^^ I am so proud, LOL
Haha.

I AM POWERFULLY impacted by God and I am really thankful for him to bless me and allowed me to ace through this!!
He taught me a very good thing today, HUMILITY.
I really want to be a good Christian, one that humbles himself, even before men. I have been proud, maybe arrogant, rather sinful you see. And I really dislike myself this way, it makes me really gross. Haha. I WILL GROW! I PROMISE!

Thank God, thanks my teachers, thanks my parents, my sister, and those who had prayed for me!!!


And next, I have a sad news though….

I heard Pastor Lia’s mother just passed away. I really very feel like visiting the funeral, but my mum don’t allow… I really want to visit ><
When you realize someone important, someone really close to you is feeling down, I really just wanna express my feelings for them ><

I really pray that Pastor Lia will go through this not too negatively, which I believe she will!!!

TOMORROW MY CCA IS ON AGAIN!! WHOO HOO!!!

I really miss cca, it makes me hang out less with Aaron, Jordan and Shing Yang.
Hahaha, I aint gay, but I love playing photoshop with my dear friends.


Everyday, I yearn to LOVE YOU MORE!!!!

i am once again here to blog!!!

tomorrow is to collect my prize, or my curse... MY RESULTSSS!!!!

haha...

i seriously hope to get an A1 for my art. i am really determined!!
hmmm, maybe a B for english and maths?
i just wanna get 70% haha
S6, HERE I COME!!
i also want go art class, haha

i was making a prayer yesterday. i was telling God how much i have been feeling insecure. i was defeated by the devil yesterday, although i didnt show my insecurities, i can feel it. for some reason.
i am feeling quite stupid, cos you know the friend that has been quite disturbing to me, well, i sort of missed him these few days as he rarely calss me now, after being so distracted by his freedom of playing dota like more than 10hours a day now...

i dont know what i want, seriously, i was laughing.... haha

well, God knew what i want before i even know what i want!! haha
i was hoping to go in the same class with denzel, i tink he really needs me sometimes to tell him more about God, but right now, i just gotta let him know more friends like jordan, haha, so that he would be able to go hoGc!! AMEN!!!

did you know that i aspire to be a worshipper?? haha, seriously, i wanna sing up there!!!! HAHA!!!! :)

many people around me are SICK!
my sister:flu, samantha:flu, Shing yang: fever, My cousin:fever.

and me? i got Holy-fever. i am HIgH for Him!!
haha

DENZEL RECEIVED THE LORD INTO HIS HEART!!

Thankgoodness, God and I and my friends had managed to impact his life, that it has touched denzel’s heart. I am so happy, this is the first friend I managed to get him to know God so much!! And I am so delighted that he is wlling to accept God is in his life!!

Looks like now, I have to get him planted in hoGc. Then get him to know God more, MUCH more! Haha

I hope that the people in class, would not try and persecute and stumble denzel, like how they did to me once.
I will try my best to help him, as a friend!
And I will hope that denzel will certainly be proud of God and him being a Christian! Haha.

Denzel will be strong, God will be in him, and he shall gain confidence, my my, I am getting rather excited!!!!!

Help him guys! He will certainly be a great Christian, I can see it!!!

This week, is an eventful week, GROW STRONG GUYSSS!!!!!

Hey guys!! Just wanna tell you that I will be having a new blog soon, cos it is quite inconvenient for me to blog here about some secret stuff, although this blog is about to continue. I have to change the address of this blog for a certain purpose. Haha!

i have a GREAT feeling to blog today! cos, i have quite much thing to blog about too!! haha.

as you can see in the title, its gotta do something the words thank you and sorry.

i was wondering, why is it so that sometimes its hard to say these words, although they may seems so easy to say. although they may seems just like 1 or 2 word, it is POWERFUL and IMPACTFUL and can change ALOT of things.

i have notice somestuff. it always seems SO hard for parents to lie down their pride and say these words. i have noticed it so in my parents, that hardly whenever they did anything wrong, they hardly will lie down low and explain their wrongdoings, which sometimes really dissapoints me and irks me.

thank you. a word of gratitude.
it is easy to say, but hard to mean it.
no matter how small, or how big a person helped you, you normally show your gratitude through a small thanks.
however, if you are full of servant heartedness, you will not wanna have anythign in return if you serve, although a nice thank you really brightens your day.
i remembered always that whenever me and my sister quarrels with my parents, they will get out their ultimate weapon: "we have done so much for you and you are so unappreciative. we help you iron clothes, buy this, do that..."
my sister was saying that if they really have a servantheart, thye wouldnt mind doing this things for us.
i was thinking about it too. why would they want to be so proud of what they have done for us? do they really love us that they are williing to do this things for us? or just want us to repay? if that is so, why would they want to be so unhappy that they have served us but we didnt gave them anything back?
you may be happy of what you ahve done/accomplished, but never be arrogant/.

thats what i feel...

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my friend, the one i mentioned at the previous post depended FARtoo much on me, until i really like pushed off my limit. he calls me 4-6 times a day normally and talks for 1/2 hr. until i really exasperated and want to hang up, he just keep clinging on and i have to just say "ok gtg BYE..." then hang up...

it sometimes get on my nerves and he just dont understand...
moreover, in times he needs my help academically, he asks me and when i cant help him, he will be most unhappy. also, when i helped him wrongly(in which i also am unsure of) he will blame me like mad and give me this kind of stupid character that irks me like mad. like when he need me, i will help, but if i accidentally made him fall, he blames me. i really am is fed-up with him sometimes ><

seriously, i just cant hold on sometimes. if he needs my help, i can if i would. but
if you would want to blame me after this, or in times where i cant help you, then why ask me for help?

also, his insecure attitudes sometimes irks me very much. but i cant blame him, i am also like this last time ><

but whatever it is, God is here to help me ^^ that is something i am happu of!

exams just two more, lit and home econ. just hoping that i acedall subjects, i hope to take art next year! ^^

byebye!

this day, i have just spend around 1hr or so of quiet time with my sister. i must say, this must me really quite the most happiest and joyful quiet time i had so far. dont know why, but just joy filling my heart. like God is really there and speaking to me.
my sister was teaching me the ways to read a bible, something she had just learnt in church service, it was great for her to share it with me ^^

i like the part whereby the describe the bible as a jigsaw.(not the saw horror mind you. it was really like a jigsaw.
1. as the first step to read the bible is to get the BIG picture
(understand what the new and old testament is mainly about)
2. get the edges
(read the easy parts like the gospel)
3. get it CONNECTED!
(linking the bible from the old testament to the new testamant, eg, Isaiah prophesyed that john would come!)

cool eh? i think so too!

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come to think of it, i had really grown, i amd so happy ^^(but cannot be arrogant!)

i wanna continue growing! my insecure feelings are like not existing in me anymore!^^
you know there is like a class outing in the hols, but my classmates dun plan to invite me(apparently they dont realy like me) but, i was not even angry, nor sad as i just took it this way, you understand what i mean? haha.
my sis told me that there will be church activites that makes me so busy that i cant even go out with my school friends and have even greater fun in church! YEAH!!! :)

but as i grow out of insecure feelings, i see people around me getting insecure feelings.
and to my friend(i dun wanna name him), i know that you are really relying on me, and you came out to be quite insecure and you really need me. but there are times whereby i cant always be with you,(but if i can i will) cos i still have to live my life and you have to live yours too, sometimes being alone, but you dont have to be, cos you can accept God and HE WILL BE WITH YOU! a 24/7 companion, come to think of it, i am rather envious, but i am not, cos i already have HIM!!! :)
(and this msg is for anyone that it may apply to you and your friend too!)

exams are still going on, my life is going on, my walk with God is STILL GOING ON!!

spread the word, spread the love guys!

Im a ChiLd of God;
God loves me for who i am:)
DaryL See Yu Xiang, 15

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..denzel!
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