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Monday, July 28, 2008
Hi! It’s a bit rare that I blogged in such a quick time just after the post b4.

I introduced hui jie to david today. They didn’t really talk to much, I have to “push” them to talk haha.

Hui jie, like me really wanted this group, but david feels otherwise, and I think what he feels is the right way cause my sister explained it to me, telling me that it will be better for a church to be in a group, so to prevent any confusion and that we can get people into hoGc and since different churches has different cultures, it will be better to have separate groups.

Well then, if that is the case, and I don’t know much hoGc people in my school, looks like my group idea have to drop off 

Buts its ok, at least I still have Christian friends, hope I can stand strong with them.

It’s a bit weird, becos david is my friend, and I hardly can talk to him face to face. That’s why I thank God that he allowed the invention of telephones and handphones to occur, haha.

Becos, everytime I talk to him, he will be distracted by people around him and I feel weird talking to him like this, at lease I can dig for some other stuff when we are talking at phones, haha.

I have seen my friends, and I look at their condition, I believe they can excel, its just that they have not been relinquishing their best potential In certain talent their good at. They have just been walking around with their eyes blindfolded, with no one to guide them. I thank God too, for his great lamp that shines forth my path, that allow me to know where I should go, I thank Him too for his umbrella, which I can run under to without geeting soaked or the fear of facing the storms.

I thank God too, becos He who is you is greater than he who is in this world. I thank him for giving a person such a great healing that they may come out of their past hurts. I looked at the great people around me, and I am awed, cos I can see God’s miracle working in them. Therefore I am not angry with God for putting me in a moderate income family, nor a family with parental objection, cos this will cause me to rely on Him more and to be strengthened in a way whereby I will have great hunger for Him.

Like what everybody said, and I had heard it lots of time: ‘ it’s a wonder, how God works sometimes”

This is something I cannot predict. Cos as david said “coincidences are God in disguise”

It has been a long time since I posted such an artistic post. LOL
I want God in my life, I want to live by his word and live by his will.
I let God decide, becos whatever he does for me, it ALWAYS for my very best.
Yesterday had a nightmare, I was quite frightened, another work of the devil.

I rebuked him b praying to God and singing worship songs in the morning.
I so hate this kind of feeling. I don’t want to be fearful, I want to be a strong Christian.
I am quite proud of david, cos he is a student counselor and still a leader in church In charge for 2 schools. If I was to become a student counselor, I dun tink I can even cope. I have too much in my mind already.

I see my classmates, all of them are making a joke out of everything and just entertaining themselves with childish jokes.

I KNOW WHAT IS LACKING IN MORNING PRAYEERS!
~ ImPaCt~
Impact is certainly lacking in morning prayers. The people does not speak prayers with impact and its sounds just ~flat. Haha

Anyway. Time to go. Quite a long post. I m glad 

See ya, daryl

Saturday, July 26, 2008
hELLO! its been A WEEK since i last blogged!

this week was rather fruitfull,God is prompting me.
hui jie just gave a suggestion on friday, saying that i should gather my christian friends as many as possible to form a group.

so i asked David and he said he already had a group, but was super small. like, 3 only

so maybe i was thinking that we can extend this great group in to a BIG and IMPACTFUL one.

it was SOOOO super exciting! i have been praying for this to happen b4 hui jie asked me this.
what i just hope is that we shall come together as a school, regardless of our own respective churches, just get the people in our school to know God more, just to pray together with them, talk to them, worship with them. just something as simple as that lor. David would rather people of the same church come together, i disagreed however.

i just wanted it as a whole spiritual family, not just of a similar church, but as school. then let the people have a choice for themselves.
cos david would rather our group be of different churches, but i cant find much christians and i cant lead either, i m too "young" in a sense whereby i havent even got a church nor went through leadership, i m not made yet.
so, i would have need david to lead us.

anyway, i emailed to Mr.Kwok

and he replied!

YES!

he agrees and wants to find more songs for pop culture songs YEAH!

i sort of a suggested to him about "hosanna" from hillsong United. but the problem is, i dont have the disc -.-

anybody have a disc??!!! if have, i hope u will lend me T.T

lol

i cant believe myself telling him i dont have the disc, he's gonna flip....

lol

but anyway, i would see this great christian group to prosper. i believe that we are gonna breakthrough and that we can withstand any persecutions, such as from fellow students, but i hope we can get them to come toO!

and we can invite my class lukewarm christians to come too!!

i am SOOOO excited!

will blog soon, daryl^^

Saturday, July 19, 2008
hey! long time no blog ler. it was 4 days past since i last blogged!

well, camp was qutie ok, experienced God miracles yet again, tell u guys abt it.

the camp no kayaking T.T so, didnt really got a tan, boping that i would get darker...

i tink the most fun in the camp was hiking at mount fabar. i quite like the hike, while walking throught the metal gates. my friend was so scared abt it, he has a fear 0f heights anyway...
at least my fear of heights deteriorated ALOT, but still, my heart was thumping like mad when i climbed the rock wall.
didnt complete it. T.T didnt expect my 2 friends from ncc and npcc not to complete it. haha.
the greatest breakthrough for Chong Jie! he managed to climb the rock wall! even though he is like so heavy, he persisted on and we were all like cheering for him like mad. he also did abseiling(in which i didnt manage to do beocs it rained). the teachers were like all so proud of him.

I NEARLY DID ABESILING!my feet was like out there already then it rained, then i came in again.zzz
then the rain didnt last long! i have to wait all over again...

the student leaders are quite strict, typical, just as i expected.
but i was like wondering whether i should submit my authority to them, so i asked God abt it.
then i ask my npcc friend, whether he like his chairman(cos practically, it was his chairman who was shouting at us), he said that his chairman had no choice, becos he has to earn the respect from others and to get things done more quickly, quite logical
then the next day, they asked whether we enjoyed the camp, many said "no" becos of the npcc chairman.
but he came to explain that he has to earn the respect of us so that we will respect and do things more quickly.
quite true, a prayer answered, praise God.
^^

anyway, the trip to pulau ubin was not nice, i quite dun like the hiking, but the raining part was super fun, we ran through the whole route while carrying a super big poncho of my friends over us, 4-6 of us under it, wow...

anyway, this camp was mainly abt trust. its quite nice. but not much REALLY fun stuff.

will be back, promise, daryl~

p.s. yesterday's elearning was very, very bad...

Monday, July 14, 2008
yo...

tmr got camp for three whole days! OMGoSH!

i will be barred from the liberty of bed, proper shower, computer, and most importantly, unable to do my quiet time T.T

so dun try to contact me these fe days, cos i wont be responding, now for the emo post...

the CLASS IS IRRITATING! they jus dun bother to pay attention and drag me down when i m listening during chemistry lesson, oh man...
nothing else i can do except praying and tell them to shut up.

haix...

every morning assembly, i see the worship songs being played, but its just that no christians nor catholics want to sing alone to praise or worhip God...

i scare i take this suggestion to Mr Kwok, the sch or he might not like the idea.

haha, if that really happens, i dun even noe whether i even dare to worship along

LOL self-contradictory, tts funny

anyway, i so VERY SHY when i gave the card to David today. dunno why. i dun feel like this when i gave cards to the whole class. its like so natural, but when i gave it to david, i was so nervous of his response, like he will freak out or sumthing. lol

but anyway, i m just having a new friend, in which i hope tt i will not go to the extreme LOL

nvm, i will grow...

hope this camp will be fun and fruitful


gtg!! see ya guys!~daryl

Friday, July 11, 2008
HELLO! GUYS!

Today just saw this great friend in DMA, DAVID(ANOTHER GREAT DISCIPLE OF CHRIST! YIPEEE…

I have been like praying a loooong time for God to give me a great friend besides hui jie, and it like I hear from Aaron that a person is about to come to dma, so I just really prayed to God a small prayer, just requestiong that person will be likeable, holy, godly, and on fire for Him. And TADA! Here comes david!

Haha…

I have seen so much, but I still doubt sumtimes, HOW WORSE CAN TT GET SEE YU XIANG…

God jus created so many things to convince me that he is really powerful and prayer DOES work MIRACLES

Here it comes, another miracles
I quite like david, he is zealous for God and he is the sort of likeable person. Lol

I compare his skin tone to mine, he was very well tanned and I was like so super white -.-

I DUN WANNA LOOK WHITE, but I don’t like swimming either…

Hong Yang coming DMA!! Yea!
So many things have changed, test of temptation, sometimes I fail, sometimes I pass. Lol

I wanna score a good 100%!

Looking at my class, I really sometimes do feel hopeless and make me wanna rely on God more to help them and to pray for them…

“Life without Jesus is like a donut”

I have seen many
And I learned to pity
I see God.
Oh yes
Salvation is here.
Let those who mourn
Let those who cry
Be comforted
Be loved
Be safe
Be secure

“I CARRY WITHIN, EVERLASTING LOVE, YOU’LL NEVER LET ME GO, THROUGH IT ALL…”

HALLELUJAH

Christ is here. Salvation Is here
God is pushing me forward, I can see it now, I believe.

I will see myself going to church. I will have great friends
Hang Siang, Zhang Tong, Edmund, Aaron, Jordan, David, Hui Jie, Ying Xuan, Xuan Wen, Johnathan.

Salvation is here. LETS MOVE ON!!!

I will be back. Promise guys!
Daryl~

Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Hello! Have not been blogging like for quite a time, so jus came bac here to tok to u guys today!

Today cca was FUN! We did istopmotion with Lego. COOL!
Quite gross when we filmed, we film the head of the dobby tio chop off by a spider.zzz

Then we filmed the deathnote story, where the book dop on the guys face after seeing a person tio stabbed by another person…

Another member in DMA! Seems to be an expert in photoshop. I just hope that my feelings of jealousy will not be triggered, haix, I DON’T like this feelings…

I was not been myself today



I spoke death, I laughed and stupid and death jokes, I wasn’t pure and holy.

Been praying to God about it to change, I know he’s doing something now. God is a God of completion and he will do everything till the end.
Sometimes just dun like the way my friends treat zt. Jun Wei keep insulting him to go back China, spoked loudly to tell him to shut up, the teacher tot is I scold her but didn’t ask. My guess was that she didn’t understand what I was talking(she was also from China)
Zt just simply cant control his temper sometimes. He also is VERY insecure and wanted all the attention he can get. Clement is SUPER prideful. He is quite petty, but u cant blame him for being defensive after being taunted by the whole class.

How insecure can a person get, including me. Life without Jesus is like a donut.

I dunno wanna live this way anymore, I want God into my life. I will continue praying, by making the difference I want to make!

I wanna be a history maker in this world.






“God has not make us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.”



What about me?
Im a ChiLd of God;
God loves me for who i am:)
DaryL See Yu Xiang, 15