Friday, April 25, 2008
hey everyone! havent been blogging for weeks ler, sorry guys!
lol.today, haix, a very TIRING day! so ridiculous! during the sports days, the upper secs are like so inconsiderate, they just squeeze us like helll than they have space among themselves, they even threw my friends back aside to get space, so lame nad stupid!
i also seems that i have not been myself this few days. i have tried to been myself, but it seems quite wrong and that Gavin and Hang Sian had been totally annoyed by me totally.
i dont understand hang siang! he just dont respond to me when i tok to him and that i seems just a nobody to him at all! :@
Gavin: i tried to being myself to him, but i cant! i just keep aa aroound, evil!
i hate myself! i dont like it! i wanna have friends naturally, and no becos of being AA...
i don wan! i prayed to God to change, and i really hope that i will change too!
lol.today, haix, a very TIRING day! so ridiculous! during the sports days, the upper secs are like so inconsiderate, they just squeeze us like helll than they have space among themselves, they even threw my friends back aside to get space, so lame nad stupid!
i also seems that i have not been myself this few days. i have tried to been myself, but it seems quite wrong and that Gavin and Hang Sian had been totally annoyed by me totally.
i dont understand hang siang! he just dont respond to me when i tok to him and that i seems just a nobody to him at all! :@
Gavin: i tried to being myself to him, but i cant! i just keep aa aroound, evil!
i hate myself! i dont like it! i wanna have friends naturally, and no becos of being AA...
i don wan! i prayed to God to change, and i really hope that i will change too!
Sunday, April 13, 2008
i have yet posted, so i guess i will try my best to give along post within ten minutes...
changed spectacles! both yeas, and boos. cos my myopia got higer, mum restricting me to play com, only use com for 3hrs a week only, T.T
but my new specs quite nice! hope to take a picture of it and post it there, sry cos now no time.
i am going esplanade! the 2nd time of my life! whoo hooo! i hope mr kwok dont give a strict dress code, i very scared later wear uniform there, LOL.
almost whole class going! yea, sad lehx, some ppl dun wan go...
met a new christian, Aaron, didnt noticed that he was a christian after i found out that his name comes from the bible, then i asked him, he just say that he is just 'not into it'.
he is the 2nd zhang tong, he just kept swearing too, haix...
i promise: i will pray for them, and to do sumthing for them, cos it is said "faith without works is dead".
i will try my best, but no to change, but to interact.
cos i had seen myself being another person for this past week, which i heartily dislike too be.
during friday cca, got sum new sec ones, they were acting, well, kid-like, (i cannot judge them!) so, i tot the best way to communicate with them, is to be kid-like. but iwas wrong, i hated myself for doing that, cos i really dont like that "me"
so iasked God then ask sis, cos normally, my sis is my "conveyor" cos what God wants to tell me, he always channel it through my sister, even when times where i did not ask him anything, he point out my mistake through my sis.
so she told me JUST BE YOURSELF! then she told me about Pastor Lia and her church friends last time "primary school" adult and children relationship and how they got together.
been desiging sum stuff, my teachers are really making me feel important, and praising me sumtimes, i feel so important and wanna do great things for them! praise God!! cos he glorify and praise me for all the things i have done.
alright! gotta go! bye!
changed spectacles! both yeas, and boos. cos my myopia got higer, mum restricting me to play com, only use com for 3hrs a week only, T.T
but my new specs quite nice! hope to take a picture of it and post it there, sry cos now no time.
i am going esplanade! the 2nd time of my life! whoo hooo! i hope mr kwok dont give a strict dress code, i very scared later wear uniform there, LOL.
almost whole class going! yea, sad lehx, some ppl dun wan go...
met a new christian, Aaron, didnt noticed that he was a christian after i found out that his name comes from the bible, then i asked him, he just say that he is just 'not into it'.
he is the 2nd zhang tong, he just kept swearing too, haix...
i promise: i will pray for them, and to do sumthing for them, cos it is said "faith without works is dead".
i will try my best, but no to change, but to interact.
cos i had seen myself being another person for this past week, which i heartily dislike too be.
during friday cca, got sum new sec ones, they were acting, well, kid-like, (i cannot judge them!) so, i tot the best way to communicate with them, is to be kid-like. but iwas wrong, i hated myself for doing that, cos i really dont like that "me"
so iasked God then ask sis, cos normally, my sis is my "conveyor" cos what God wants to tell me, he always channel it through my sister, even when times where i did not ask him anything, he point out my mistake through my sis.
so she told me JUST BE YOURSELF! then she told me about Pastor Lia and her church friends last time "primary school" adult and children relationship and how they got together.
been desiging sum stuff, my teachers are really making me feel important, and praising me sumtimes, i feel so important and wanna do great things for them! praise God!! cos he glorify and praise me for all the things i have done.
alright! gotta go! bye!