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Thursday, December 27, 2007
yeah! so long nvr update blog ler! dun blame me hor, feeling lazy this few days haha!

ok lets begin! God bless to those who read this!

haha

so, school is reopening eh? SIANNNNN two months seems to whoooooosh by! haix, a new year, a new beggining.

i dunno why, sumthing in me tells me tt its gonna be a hard year in my school and both in the walk with God.

but rmb! no matter how hard the walk is, God is always there to walk with me!

pretty scared of the teachers there lehx XD cos they quite strict in discipline XD.

sumtimes i wonder where God is.

sumtimes i wonder whether he even exists!

i hate this doubts!

i prayed to God to stop letting me have this kind of doubts anymore, cos sumtimes becos of this, i might backslide.

sumtimes i also wonder.

whether in prayer i say "Lord, i love you" i wonder, is it from deep down of my heart i say that or for the sake of saying it i say it.

i kept asking God to show himself to me adn to talk to me.
but i guess God is teaching me something now : patience
he wil come to me and talk to me one day, i know it!

cos in his words he say that he shall NEVER forsake me!
i believe in his words!

still cant go to church haha.

still fighting! and jy to those who hav PO and continue fighting! dun backslide nor give up, God is always there to help you and you can do anything through him!

cos it is stated," i can do all things through christ who strengthens me" in his word!

jy to anyone who read this!

and always remember! there is sumone loving you in this world! and he is Christ Jesus our Lord!

haha scared later anyone get confuse to those non-christians.

ok... Lord Jesus, God and the Holy Spirit are although three diff names but are the same, get it? haha

God bless! gottago! going bugis street later XD

Wednesday, December 19, 2007
hi guys, its not normal for me to blog once everyday but i feel the need to say it.


i had a friends whose relationship is not good with her mother.

but i jus found out tt she had actually cutted her self.

i was so shocked.

she thinks herself as ugly, but i felt she had not feel loved at all.

in here, if she was listening, i hope tt she will stop doing this animore and that there IS sumone who loeved you, sumone there to care for you.

and that person is God.

he will be there for you.
he will be there loving you although when times you cannot feel that sumone is loving you.

he is always there for you.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007



haha christmas trees i decorated in happyville!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007
hey guys , sorry for the long updates, quite lazy these few days XD

aniwae, yesterday God let me learnt a lesson and it was great!

Yesterday, i was installing a maple patch, and an error occured. i was so scared actually, fearing anything had happened to my com or the game, therefore, i made a quick prayer, asking God to help me solve this problem and hope that it will go smoothly.

the second time i tried, it still failed, and i make an anxious and quick prayer again.

i tried the third time, still didnt work.

i tried restarting the com then.

its was till then i realised i had make a mistake.

its was said in the bible to be patient in prayer and that put trust in God and believe that you have recieved it with thanksgivings.

its was till then i realised that i had lack trust in God and that he wants me to know that i should have trusted him.

i make another prayer this time, slow, calm and patient.

i apologised to God and told him how sorry i was for not trusting him, and i promised to him that i will try my very best, not to doubt him or not to trust him again.

this time round i tried again.

it worked!

the patch went on smoothly and fast, and there were no more errors than.

PRAISE THE LORD!

My Lord is so powerful that he can make any things into a learning experience and i really thank him for it, i really thank him to forgive me of my distrusting in him and.

i LOVE you myLord!

Thursday, December 13, 2007
hi guys! i m still fighting to go to church! haha, i feel my self growing more and more into christ each and every day!

OH!

i remeber myself arguing about saving electricity in phone.
haha, pretty funny though.
and i dunno where we had dragged it into christianity and i was like saying : "as christians...(in chinese)" then she rebutted me quickly: you dont say you are christian now, who are you to say that you are a christian? i dont allow it!

wow, a bit of a shock eh?

i didnt said anything awhile.
i was fighting in my heart, whether to tell my mum that i AM a christian.
the other part of me says that i shouldnt , as it might cause more trouble.
i prayed to God in my heart to ask for courage to acknowledge my self as his son.

then i remembered a verse from the bible: "if you are ashamed of me before men, i will be ashamed of you before my father"

i plucked up the courage, and told my mum:
i am a believer of christ, and i believe that he IS real, my father, and i am his son!

my mum said sumthing which amused me.

"where got people say that he is the son of God wan?"

i feel really soooo Funny!

LOL

i told my sis all this and she was like amused too.

cos God WANTS us to be his children.

haha

God bless! gottago!

Saturday, December 08, 2007
sometimes it feels no one understands, i dun even know why i do the things i do...

haix...

i feel my friendship with Edith is going to end very soon.

i cant tok to her animore, i dunno what to say to her animore.

not that i m guilty of toking abt her in the blog

but, i m really hopeless about her ler...

i jus feel that no one really understands me(except God)

when jus now i heard wat Edith said me of, i really wanted to cry, honestly.

i hav lost a lot of friends this few times...

well she just confronted me just now.

haha...
i really need God with me now.

God, where are you??

is it something i had done wrong and that u wish for me to change first in order to come to me again?
please let me know

i pray, in Jesus dear name.

amen

Lord please hear my plea!

i wish u were there to comfort me.

please help me oh Lord!


aniwae... enough of this sad thing, i wish to put them away.

anyone interested of going out?

Summer just asked me to invite people, so if u wanna go to somewhere or do sumthing like watching a movie, u can jus tagged here or sms me or email me.

thanks

God bless!

Tuesday, December 04, 2007
hi guys i m bac in blogging once again! (haven blogged since three days ago)

haha

aniwae i always have doubts in christ and God and sis is always there to clear my doubts.
and jus nice i got another "kor" haha thanks Nelson! hahaa

its always like in my prayers, i always says "thank you Lord, i love you"

but the problem is: by saying i love you, i dunno whether that come deep down from my heart.

and i have seen God working miraclesfor me each and everyday!

i was so tired, having such a terrible headache yesterday.

theni debated whether or not i should read the bible.

my sis, then told me that God will give me strength and energy to read the bible, like how she had praised and worshipped God at 4a.m. that day in camp although she was sooooo tired, she still got the strength to worship and praise God.

i began to read the bible.

for a split second, my headache and tiredness swooshed away!

praise the Lord!

i began reading the bible and there was such a big amount of energy in me, all the tiredness had gone away!

i read the book of '' everyday with Jesus for new christians"
and that day's chapter was about discipline. and it says that we ought to control our body into reading the bible and not the other way round.

wow!

God specially planned that verse for me! to show that i CAN read his word no matter how tired, how painful my headache was!

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!



What about me?
Im a ChiLd of God;
God loves me for who i am:)
DaryL See Yu Xiang, 15