Sunday, August 31, 2008
yeah! holidays are here. i am erally wanting to make an outing with my friends, lets hope that they are willing and can go out, just like God can and will answer my prayers, lol
*no connection
haha
anyway, i find this days, my feelings are getting over me and make me weird and unusual sometimes. like i have jealousy. when isee people get better stuff or grades, i get jealous, or maybe insecure. i know that i shouldny have this feelings, but however, i didnt show it much, but it sure does reflects the condition of my fleshly heart. terrible
zheng hong got a zombie deck! wah, heng my deck still can defeat his, or else, my duelist level will drop and i have to do a serious deck makeover, which is REALLY frustrating...
you know why i win? cos b4 every duel, i tell God that i have faith in the next cardi draw, and have faith in the deck that God has so kindly given me and blessed me with.
i tink someone's birthday o.O i didnt know?! LOL
haha gtg, if not DIE
*no connection
haha
anyway, i find this days, my feelings are getting over me and make me weird and unusual sometimes. like i have jealousy. when isee people get better stuff or grades, i get jealous, or maybe insecure. i know that i shouldny have this feelings, but however, i didnt show it much, but it sure does reflects the condition of my fleshly heart. terrible
zheng hong got a zombie deck! wah, heng my deck still can defeat his, or else, my duelist level will drop and i have to do a serious deck makeover, which is REALLY frustrating...
you know why i win? cos b4 every duel, i tell God that i have faith in the next cardi draw, and have faith in the deck that God has so kindly given me and blessed me with.
i tink someone's birthday o.O i didnt know?! LOL
haha gtg, if not DIE
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Yet again, I am here posting about EXAMS
I failed my maths, and JUST pass my English… sad face. I didn’t even got a distinction for my chemistry, I dont know what happened to me… lol haix.
I had lost to daryl choo using my machine deck LOL my spellcastor deck proves to be much stronger LOL
But I have been slipping in God. I don’t desire to do quiet time and I don’t do quiet time that much, can’t motivate myself to do so.
Been quite emo, I tink becos of my results, although ii really don’t wanna feel this way, it just keep coming to me. cant play rakion, cant play anything, I am bored to death…
Tata….
I failed my maths, and JUST pass my English… sad face. I didn’t even got a distinction for my chemistry, I dont know what happened to me… lol haix.
I had lost to daryl choo using my machine deck LOL my spellcastor deck proves to be much stronger LOL
But I have been slipping in God. I don’t desire to do quiet time and I don’t do quiet time that much, can’t motivate myself to do so.
Been quite emo, I tink becos of my results, although ii really don’t wanna feel this way, it just keep coming to me. cant play rakion, cant play anything, I am bored to death…
Tata….
Monday, August 18, 2008
Hey, don’t noe why, but feel like posting today. Haha
You know, I always have this split-personality feeling and thoughts, but not of actions, so I doesn’t control my actions. But, It inserts thoughts, sinful thoughts. It often make me succumb to them. Haix…
Due to this, it has caused me to speak death to a lot of ppl. Becos It keeps telling me of the bad things I can say to a person. It is really bad, I have been trying to rid of it, but cant seems able.
But there is a good thing too. I gained a good thought, the other side of the personality.
It always boost me, strengthen me and motivate me, teaches me how to do things and where and why had I done wrong. Of course, sometimes it tells me where I am wrong and tell me to convict and not to condemn, so I can run to God always.
However, I sometimes succumb to the bad thinking. Although knowing that it is wrong. That is what I really hate.
What I just like to hope is that the good side of me shall grow and destroy the bad thinking of mine, so that it will stop badgering me. i wanna continue doing great things and good things for God.
I wanna be strong.
“let the weak say ‘I am strong!’ ”
Haha
I wanna start to notice the small things, do them and get on with the big things! haha
You know, I always have this split-personality feeling and thoughts, but not of actions, so I doesn’t control my actions. But, It inserts thoughts, sinful thoughts. It often make me succumb to them. Haix…
Due to this, it has caused me to speak death to a lot of ppl. Becos It keeps telling me of the bad things I can say to a person. It is really bad, I have been trying to rid of it, but cant seems able.
But there is a good thing too. I gained a good thought, the other side of the personality.
It always boost me, strengthen me and motivate me, teaches me how to do things and where and why had I done wrong. Of course, sometimes it tells me where I am wrong and tell me to convict and not to condemn, so I can run to God always.
However, I sometimes succumb to the bad thinking. Although knowing that it is wrong. That is what I really hate.
What I just like to hope is that the good side of me shall grow and destroy the bad thinking of mine, so that it will stop badgering me. i wanna continue doing great things and good things for God.
I wanna be strong.
“let the weak say ‘I am strong!’ ”
Haha
I wanna start to notice the small things, do them and get on with the big things! haha
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Hello!
This days, I feel like I really sometimes have fear more than faith, although knowing that only through faith that God can work through me. But sometimes, I just cant be able to convince myself that, that is sad.
I am quite upset by myself, cos I just fear fear fear, and not really trusting in God’s power.
I just like to hope and to pray that God may give me this sudden burst of strength and faith, so that I may learn to trust and rely on him with faith too.
I hate myself sometimes, that although believing that God is here, I cant trust him fully.
I will try, dear Lord, I will try.
This few days ,offering issues keep coming up, to my discontent with the devil that is.
Its irritating, when u know you cant fully convince the person when he/she don’t even understand ur principles, your stand of religion.
I tried explaining , but my sis told me that its pointless after a few attempts. Haix…
I guess the only way is to pray for my parent’s salvation now.
Through faith, we are saved, but through works, we are rewarded. Wow.
I wanna pursue the high call of God.
I wanna store up Great treasures in Heaven.
I wanna attain perfection, that is maturity.
I wanna be a history maker in this world.
This days, I feel like I really sometimes have fear more than faith, although knowing that only through faith that God can work through me. But sometimes, I just cant be able to convince myself that, that is sad.
I am quite upset by myself, cos I just fear fear fear, and not really trusting in God’s power.
I just like to hope and to pray that God may give me this sudden burst of strength and faith, so that I may learn to trust and rely on him with faith too.
I hate myself sometimes, that although believing that God is here, I cant trust him fully.
I will try, dear Lord, I will try.
This few days ,offering issues keep coming up, to my discontent with the devil that is.
Its irritating, when u know you cant fully convince the person when he/she don’t even understand ur principles, your stand of religion.
I tried explaining , but my sis told me that its pointless after a few attempts. Haix…
I guess the only way is to pray for my parent’s salvation now.
Through faith, we are saved, but through works, we are rewarded. Wow.
I wanna pursue the high call of God.
I wanna store up Great treasures in Heaven.
I wanna attain perfection, that is maturity.
I wanna be a history maker in this world.
Friday, August 15, 2008
hello! i gotta make this a QUICK post, cant make my mum find out LOL.
next week holidays ler, very sian, hope to maintain my position or to go even higher :P LOL
i just called my friend yersterday, i just realised he wasnt really a luke warm christian as presume. he love going for church services and he comes near a church to my house too! haha.
yeah, but the problem is, he doesnt really do quiet time and doesnt pray much. just hope that i can get him to open up and to talk to him better.
tuesday was great. i prayed with david on the phone for our cca mates. haha. i was just doing my quiet time halfway, duno why but feel like praying for them with david, haha.
yeah! refulgent heroes came out great! i created a refulgent pet, dragonoia. haha
must chiong for studies, but doesnt change any thing, still playing when got time, still doing quiet time. must learn to prioritise. although sis said that qt may not be compulsory, i still wanna discipline myself in doing qutie time most of the week, like around 5 times a week, that means 5 days.
when i put quiet time in the afternoon, felt a bit better, no one to suddnely come in, and at night, i can do what i need and want to do ^^.
haha
gotta go, prevent my self from being scolded. haha
daryl~
next week holidays ler, very sian, hope to maintain my position or to go even higher :P LOL
i just called my friend yersterday, i just realised he wasnt really a luke warm christian as presume. he love going for church services and he comes near a church to my house too! haha.
yeah, but the problem is, he doesnt really do quiet time and doesnt pray much. just hope that i can get him to open up and to talk to him better.
tuesday was great. i prayed with david on the phone for our cca mates. haha. i was just doing my quiet time halfway, duno why but feel like praying for them with david, haha.
yeah! refulgent heroes came out great! i created a refulgent pet, dragonoia. haha
must chiong for studies, but doesnt change any thing, still playing when got time, still doing quiet time. must learn to prioritise. although sis said that qt may not be compulsory, i still wanna discipline myself in doing qutie time most of the week, like around 5 times a week, that means 5 days.
when i put quiet time in the afternoon, felt a bit better, no one to suddnely come in, and at night, i can do what i need and want to do ^^.
haha
gotta go, prevent my self from being scolded. haha
daryl~
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Hello, yet again……haha
English paper one. I don’t think I scored that well for it. But nvm, tried my best eh?
Hong yang came my cca today, think that he enjoyed it. Haha.
Alvin peh did a VERY CRUEL thing today. He scooped the pond water with tadpoles and guppies, then dump them into the sink to die. >< poor things.
Tomorrow the last lesson for Digital art. T.T it is so cool to do art I am good at. HAHA.
Anyway, this week was rather good, I beat David at yugioh, sad is that he is not using his most powerful deck LOL.
But, i have been a bit down and not really that devoted to God sometimes. I hope that God can grant me everlasting hunger for him and that I will never be a lukewarm Christian.
Also, I have been trying to read eclipse, but no time for it sometimes. I have been stuffing all sorts of studies together, so I can do my best for exams. EXAM COMIGN NEXT WEEK. AHHH ><
Last Friday went to ps, watch money no enough 2. it was a great show! It was both touching and funny! Haha
In the end, my friends took over the event, not me. Oh man, I didn’t plan that outing too well. Haix…
But anyway, I am now watching this exciting show of yu-gi-oh gx episode 147.
Been enjoying myself haha.
On the way home, david told me to stand up for myself stand up, but i was thinking, “stand up for myself of?”
LOL
But anyway. I am getting more better, in a sense. Haha
I don’t know wat to write, so I am writing crap. LOL ><
English paper one. I don’t think I scored that well for it. But nvm, tried my best eh?
Hong yang came my cca today, think that he enjoyed it. Haha.
Alvin peh did a VERY CRUEL thing today. He scooped the pond water with tadpoles and guppies, then dump them into the sink to die. >< poor things.
Tomorrow the last lesson for Digital art. T.T it is so cool to do art I am good at. HAHA.
Anyway, this week was rather good, I beat David at yugioh, sad is that he is not using his most powerful deck LOL.
But, i have been a bit down and not really that devoted to God sometimes. I hope that God can grant me everlasting hunger for him and that I will never be a lukewarm Christian.
Also, I have been trying to read eclipse, but no time for it sometimes. I have been stuffing all sorts of studies together, so I can do my best for exams. EXAM COMIGN NEXT WEEK. AHHH ><
Last Friday went to ps, watch money no enough 2. it was a great show! It was both touching and funny! Haha
In the end, my friends took over the event, not me. Oh man, I didn’t plan that outing too well. Haix…
But anyway, I am now watching this exciting show of yu-gi-oh gx episode 147.
Been enjoying myself haha.
On the way home, david told me to stand up for myself stand up, but i was thinking, “stand up for myself of?”
LOL
But anyway. I am getting more better, in a sense. Haha
I don’t know wat to write, so I am writing crap. LOL ><
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Hello!! Its like a long time since I blogged. Last sat to be exact.
I m doing this in the middle of cca. -.-
We are having much fun with the balloon Jordan bought. They are like spraying the air at their faces lol.
Anyway…
This week was quite fun. Healed much from flu ^^ praise God!
My deck was not able to defeat dav. Haix… must IMPROVISE!!!!
I believe in the power of my deck!
Anyway, clement was totally offended this week. He had a shouting match with mr cham. Plus, he shouted vulgar in the middle of the argument. Lol. He like so insecure. Poor soul.
We sang 4 times birthday songs for gavin. Hope that he enjoyed it.
Hong ren spreaded flu to us. The whole class tio flu…
My form teacher just came back today. Her mum passed away. >.< we made a card for her. She seems happy, guessed we make her day ^^.
The class was making much witty comments to ms goh about mr siaow. She was like fighting down her laughter all the way.lol. she new npcc madam. Then she ran away in class when she saw the insect. Zz…
We are having our moment of fun. Cherish it see yu xiang!!
Like to hear from u <<<. Daryl~
I m doing this in the middle of cca. -.-
We are having much fun with the balloon Jordan bought. They are like spraying the air at their faces lol.
Anyway…
This week was quite fun. Healed much from flu ^^ praise God!
My deck was not able to defeat dav. Haix… must IMPROVISE!!!!
I believe in the power of my deck!
Anyway, clement was totally offended this week. He had a shouting match with mr cham. Plus, he shouted vulgar in the middle of the argument. Lol. He like so insecure. Poor soul.
We sang 4 times birthday songs for gavin. Hope that he enjoyed it.
Hong ren spreaded flu to us. The whole class tio flu…
My form teacher just came back today. Her mum passed away. >.< we made a card for her. She seems happy, guessed we make her day ^^.
The class was making much witty comments to ms goh about mr siaow. She was like fighting down her laughter all the way.lol. she new npcc madam. Then she ran away in class when she saw the insect. Zz…
We are having our moment of fun. Cherish it see yu xiang!!
Like to hear from u <<<. Daryl~
Saturday, August 02, 2008
HELLO! Lets blog today! Haha
This week is quite ok. My sis went to the festival of praise. She went ushering. Haha.
David loved Dueling yugioh!!! Yes! God is sSOOO great! He gave me a friend that has the same hobby as me! I really want to have a good duel with him! GO DARK MAGICIAN!
Sometimes I wonder whether I am greedy and not satisfied with wat God gave me. He gave me a tinful of cards u see. But I really hope that I can get better cards to strengthen my deck. To beat david! Haha!!!
I feeling abit sick, my class has a few ppl that got a bit of flu, I tink I got a bit infected T.T. no worries, God will heal me!
I hope tt next Friday I can be able to get ppl to go out to the eating outing. I hope tt I can invite some of my friends in class, so that we can be able to just get to know each other better, then If possible, we can let each other know God more. Hope to invite the lukewarm Christians too.
Tata! See ya soon
Daryl~
This week is quite ok. My sis went to the festival of praise. She went ushering. Haha.
David loved Dueling yugioh!!! Yes! God is sSOOO great! He gave me a friend that has the same hobby as me! I really want to have a good duel with him! GO DARK MAGICIAN!
Sometimes I wonder whether I am greedy and not satisfied with wat God gave me. He gave me a tinful of cards u see. But I really hope that I can get better cards to strengthen my deck. To beat david! Haha!!!
I feeling abit sick, my class has a few ppl that got a bit of flu, I tink I got a bit infected T.T. no worries, God will heal me!
I hope tt next Friday I can be able to get ppl to go out to the eating outing. I hope tt I can invite some of my friends in class, so that we can be able to just get to know each other better, then If possible, we can let each other know God more. Hope to invite the lukewarm Christians too.
Tata! See ya soon
Daryl~