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Saturday, January 26, 2008
yoyoyo! sorry peeps i havent been bloggin for a WEEK, sorry for the late posts, quite lazy these few days, haha >.<

feeling rather weak now, abit sick, started off with throat sore, then coughing, then i tink i got a flu, zzzzz.
may the lord bless me and that i will recover soon, as soon as possible. haha.

these week could not be more terrible, more criticism, more mockings, more humiliation, zzzzz.

thank goodness, God gave me peace in my heart to stop myself to unleash the anger within me, but still sumtimes, i jus cant seems to control the anger within me, haizzzz.

started off with my teacher talking about animals, then my friend start to say humans are animals. well, i just told him, saying we are not animals as animals hadnt any souls but we had. then he started mocking at our religion(which i found strange as i didnt even mention any word related to christianity, LOL)
then he started telling everyone what had happened, then got one pretty ridiculous guy came telling me not to act christian, i was like, come on lar! i am a christian and u tell me not to act like one, i was like, HUH?!

LOL

then got another guy came and shake his head at me and had a grin(or a smirk i dont know haha)

on the way home, the guy asked me"since you say animals have no souls, then what about the cavemen?"

i was pretty blur that time and asked: what are cavemen? LOL

he told me it was the earliest men living on earth, really? o.O

haha.
i really wanted to tell him straight in the face that humans can praise, worship, pray to God but animals cant, but i guess even i said tt, he might ridicule me even more as he dont understand, lol.

so the next day, i was curious why my friend shook his head at me so i went and asked why.
he told me he was dissapointed in me, but the changed his ans to say tt he purposely did tt to anger me . o.O
then the guy who tell me not to act christian say that this friend will never turn into a christian like me. o.O
very irritated with these busybodies, haix.
very diff for me to bless those who curse me, but i know i MUST.

now a bit sick, i prayed hardly for God to heal me, well, i guess i shall have to wait patiently for tt to happen.
hahas

well tts all i have to say, hey guys! rmb to pray for me to get well and tt i can be able to go church asap k? thanks!

God bless and bye!

Monday, January 14, 2008
hi! i m bac in buisness today! cos i have sumthing great and nice to blog and to share wif u guys about! cont'd reading!

today we had another assembly, most of our school assembly are always boring and i always fall asleep, but today was the first time i paid so much attention today.

i m not very sure of her name but most probably, she's called Rachel.
she was quite beautiful(spiritually) and her voice was great! she sanf worship songs to God! She is physically handicapped, she could not see.
but God had gave her another gift! her voice!
her voice was totally beautiful!

praise the Lord! for letting a girl who couldnt see but had courage, who has such a positve thinking! praise the Lord who had gaven her the ability to sing and enabled her to publish two albums already. praise the Lord, too for showing to people that even a younger person than my age can do such great things. so lets say to the people outside, DON'T DESPISE YOUTHS! :)

she then told us how she get to know God and how God had talked to her in her dreams, she described it as: there was suddenly a light shone upon her and she heard someone calling after her " Rachel! Rachel!"

it was really miraculous, but i cant here what she had said next.
then Mr. Kwok said sumthing about what he called us every morning assembly " angels in disguise, champions, hereos and extraordinary people"

but he said : i have seen an angel today on earth at MSHS.
we were like clapping for her like crazy.
she was really a beautiful girl man!

i really hope that it will cause people to get more interest wanting to know God. haha

God bless, and bye!

Sunday, January 13, 2008
yea! finally sumone enjoys reading my blog, i can rmb that day when edmund ching asked me when i was going to post a new post, wow! what a great encouragement! i m sure it came from the lord, after being criticised by some people like that, it sure is great!

well, so i m going to post a new post here, the first post at grandma house! haha

well, i got a few messages to some people.
to Edwin: i shall not change my blog name cos it is my blog, my decision, and i m writing to those ppl who apreciate listening, so if u wanna post any negative comment, pls keep quiet. and most importantly i shall not be hindered by ur comments.btw, God bless to u too that u shall get saved!

to edmund: thanks u for the little encouragement! although it isnt phrase like one, it is still an encouragement to me! thank you!

to nelson, fedora, naomi: thanks u guys! for standing up for me when my friends spam at my blog, really lame anyway, but it is still really a great feeling that ppl are standing up for me! thank you!

to zheng hong, wenbin : its really stupid for u guys to spam my blog, but i hope tt u shall read my posts seriously and not to spam, God bless that u shall get saved!

anyway... haha, not sure what to post of lehx haha.

hmmm...

lets say about my life in school?

sch getting diff, teacher absent two weeks, pretty irritating but i should have prayed for her to get well, dissapointed by myself.
haix, i really pray then for her to get well, and God bless to those who reads this! jyjy!

God bless tata!

Monday, January 07, 2008
yeah! ok i jus saw the GRACE project we have to do, seems diff!
need to provide evidence that u have helped out =.=

okok, anyway, lets get back to what i wanna blog about today, sorry about the lateness.

so, Zhen Ling was like asking me: why u so love God arhx?

so i told her i will write a post about it and it is now

why i so love God?

cos he is my father, my father who loves me, a father who created me, a father who sends down his only son to die for all of our sins on the cross of calvary.

this shows how much he cares for us all, how much he wants for us to go back to him, how much he wants us to get eternal life.

if u noe, man started sinning when Adam and Eve ate the fruits of the tree of knowledge, after the snake(devil) tempted them to do so.
and there goes God's creation

the world is sinful, and we are all born sinful, out of sinful nature.
when man sin, the only path for him is : eternal death
God sees that.

he loves us all...

he could not just create us and see us die like this will he?
therefore, he gave us a choice, to believe Christ Jesus our Lord and repent for our sins, then we can join him in heaven with eternal life.

whoops, sorry i hadnt explain about Jesus.

Jesus was the messiah.
he was the chosen one, the son of God, who was sent down to earth to die for all of our sins.

every christian goal is this : to be like Jesus!
God WANTS us to be like Jesus.

because of his love, he touched my heart.
i was amazed, so amazed that he even forgave those who had sin but ask for forgiveness.
he also, did nor even forsake those people who does not accept him.

he was also the one who creates the miracle.

lets make an equation : God=holy spirit=Jesus Christ
get it? i hope u do, haha.

so i was saying why i was so in love with him.

because i realised that when i was lonely, he is always there for me.
when i suffer, he carries me.
when i am hated, he Loved me.

he wants me to put all of my burden on him, as he is willing to carry it for me.
i want to love him, as he had loved me.

i had experienced many miracles.
and maybe let me state a few.

one day while everything seems worst, where everyone keeps calling me names, i prayed, he was there. he gave me peace in my heart, that nothing can interfere it.

it was powerful

one day, when i was a bit sick and had a headache, i was debating whether to read God's word(the bible) cos i doubt i can concentrate.
but in the end i decided to do so.
my headache, sickness, when whoosh! everything was gone and i understand what i was reading, and jus coincidentially, the chapter, the topic i m reading, is about reading God's words! its about discipline. it states to discipline ur body to read God's words, but not the other way round. i was amazed!

another time.

when i felt God was not there, i started saying, "God where are you? i need you, if you are there, please let a message sent to my handphone when i on the handphone"

i oned it, as my handphone rarely receives msgs,

it took awhile. i was like "sigh" but suddenly, a msg arrived!

its a msg frm edmund ching(haha), my friend, stating that he has gone overseas and tell us not to sms him!

i was super amazed!
(well, its not good to test God, and i suggest u not to, as i m really lack of faith that time)

i know that God IS real, and his love for me cannot be measured by the depth of the seas or anywhere.

unconditional love...

thats what makes me loves him, and i will try my best to make him happy wif all that i can do.

and i just know that one day, and that day will be coming realll soon, that i can be able to go church! i shall have full faith in him!

I LOVE YOU GOD!

Friday, January 04, 2008
hihi! yea so many visit my blog! great! haha

haix... still got criticised by people for being gay >< which i didnt at all, lame...

i dun tink i care lor, who cares haha!
i love my God! and i know he loves me!

i prefer my God's opinion of me than others, so if people criticise me, they are insulting a great work of God. and i say this all to the rest of the people who are also like me, being insulted of their image or whatsoever. do not worry what others thinks of you, trust our God more than we trust man!
and to those who are insulting people now, i tell u this, you have no rights to insult people as all of us are equal, why would God creates us and have us all insulted? stop being used by the devil and to let people look down upon themselves. please know that the power of the tounge is very great and can even cause life and death.

and i tell u this devil, everytime u try and use me to terrorise people(if i have the temptation to such thing), i would immediately pray to my lord for forgiveness and i would keep praying for tt person to be saved as well and that people would stop terrorising. and when i saw sumone terrorising me, i would pray, too that u will get lost and to tell my lord to forgive tt person and to get him saved too, and to hope he shall not do such thing to me, or to others. and when i saw sumone terrorising others, i would pray too, in hope tt both parties will get saved and that will not rebuke each other and may lead to fights.

lets see who is the one who will has the last laugh eh?

i will win u Devil, cos it is stated "i can do all things through christ who strenghtens me"

with the power of my Lord, u will NEVER win me and my lord!

and i write here, to those who are ashamed of themselves cos of this happening to u. dun be ashamed! be happy! know that the lord is always wif u and the lord will turn this into good things for u in the future!

and that when maybe friends sort of "criticise" u, dun mind much but laugh wif them as they laugh! haha

i also sumtimes do criticise ppl but tts for fun, too and i know the other party arent hurt, haha, i just hope so , but the best for me, i guess, is to stop it at all. i want to do tt from now onwards, i promise to. and i hope that i shall not break this promise to the lord.

wow, a long post! haha

first few days onli, got ppl fight ler ><

haix

byebye! God bless, Jesus loves you and so do i! bye



What about me?
Im a ChiLd of God;
God loves me for who i am:)
DaryL See Yu Xiang, 15