Friday, November 30, 2007
hi guys!!! came bac blogging, cos i hav something to blog abt! aniwae, i was so surprised that one of my friends was saved by christ and apologised to me abt what she had done to me by calling me "gay" or "sissy". i m realli sooooooo happeeeeee for her!
God has been making miracles for my friends! whoo hooo! praise the Lord!
i m sooooo happeee that so many of my friends has been saved by God!
its like i m so happy to know that many of my friends was saved! whoo hooo
i chatted with her over the phone(which we hadnt did for a long time) and i really see that she had really grown alot in christ and she had mature alot!
praise the Lord!
jia you Jeviene for your walk with God! you can do it man! jyjy!
i shal end this post by saying: God loves you(those who read this), and so do i!
God has been making miracles for my friends! whoo hooo! praise the Lord!
i m sooooo happeee that so many of my friends has been saved by God!
its like i m so happy to know that many of my friends was saved! whoo hooo
i chatted with her over the phone(which we hadnt did for a long time) and i really see that she had really grown alot in christ and she had mature alot!
praise the Lord!
jia you Jeviene for your walk with God! you can do it man! jyjy!
i shal end this post by saying: God loves you(those who read this), and so do i!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
haixxx...
i seems very useless lehx... useless...
i seemed to not be helping myself to go to church, but instead i had gotten my sis into risking her chance to go to church.
haix....
u noe wats been stopping me to go to church?
its the word "you are too young to understand"
haixxxxx....
my parents kept saying this, " u cannot go to church, you are too young to understand"
u noe wat kids hate to hear?
"you are too young to understand"
althought it might be true that we may SOMETIMES dun understand.
but still, why do parents look down on us?
i dun like the feeling where i am looked down on, dont u?
i feel so useless to myself, in the fact that i always get my sister into trouble.
why do my parents always insist that my sister always "force" me to go to church?
she did not "force" me, i wan to go MYSELF!
my mother kept insisting that my sister told me not to bother about any of both of my parents, but just to go church.
why do she blame my sister? she did not do any wrong!
i feel so hopeless as a brother, that i cant protect my sis like how she protected me.
God can u help me?
i know u r there, i know u can hear my plea.
please, my Lord! help me out of this! i realli need your assistance.
thank u my Lord for always being there for me. i know u can help me out of this. thank u my Lord.
let me not feel useless animore, for my body made by you is useful.
"everything i am for your kingdom cause"
thank u my Lord.
Amen
i seems very useless lehx... useless...
i seemed to not be helping myself to go to church, but instead i had gotten my sis into risking her chance to go to church.
haix....
u noe wats been stopping me to go to church?
its the word "you are too young to understand"
haixxxxx....
my parents kept saying this, " u cannot go to church, you are too young to understand"
u noe wat kids hate to hear?
"you are too young to understand"
althought it might be true that we may SOMETIMES dun understand.
but still, why do parents look down on us?
i dun like the feeling where i am looked down on, dont u?
i feel so useless to myself, in the fact that i always get my sister into trouble.
why do my parents always insist that my sister always "force" me to go to church?
she did not "force" me, i wan to go MYSELF!
my mother kept insisting that my sister told me not to bother about any of both of my parents, but just to go church.
why do she blame my sister? she did not do any wrong!
i feel so hopeless as a brother, that i cant protect my sis like how she protected me.
God can u help me?
i know u r there, i know u can hear my plea.
please, my Lord! help me out of this! i realli need your assistance.
thank u my Lord for always being there for me. i know u can help me out of this. thank u my Lord.
let me not feel useless animore, for my body made by you is useful.
"everything i am for your kingdom cause"
thank u my Lord.
Amen
Monday, November 26, 2007
haixx... siann...
i wanna go to church but my parents dun allow...
i am going to keep fiting and i know tt one day i WILL go to church.
the devil will not be able to stop me frm going to church cos my God is more powerful then him!
praise the lord!
i m realli desperate to go to church, but my parents kept saying that i m too young to go to church. (i m not sure why)
HELP can anione help me??!!!!
hahass...
Lord i really hope that i can be able to go to church as soon as possible.
i hope that my parents will allow me to go soon and that i will be able to listen to your word with many of my brothers and sisters and that i will yearn to and know you more. and most importantly i will yearn and want to LOVE you more! Lord i really hope that i can be able to go for christmas service, but not just it but for EVERY services that i can go .i really really hope that i can be able to go for christmas service. please help me lord. thank you lord. thank you so much Lord, i know u can help me out of this. thank you. i love you Lord. Amen
~end of prayer~
i really hope tt i can be able to go for christmas services. if i cant go for the rest of the services i really hope tt i can go for the christmas service. i really hope so.
i trust you my Lord and i believe that u can help me out of this. let me have faith but not fear so that the holy spirit may work in me. thank you Lord.
i wanna go to church but my parents dun allow...
i am going to keep fiting and i know tt one day i WILL go to church.
the devil will not be able to stop me frm going to church cos my God is more powerful then him!
praise the lord!
i m realli desperate to go to church, but my parents kept saying that i m too young to go to church. (i m not sure why)
HELP can anione help me??!!!!
hahass...
Lord i really hope that i can be able to go to church as soon as possible.
i hope that my parents will allow me to go soon and that i will be able to listen to your word with many of my brothers and sisters and that i will yearn to and know you more. and most importantly i will yearn and want to LOVE you more! Lord i really hope that i can be able to go for christmas service, but not just it but for EVERY services that i can go .i really really hope that i can be able to go for christmas service. please help me lord. thank you lord. thank you so much Lord, i know u can help me out of this. thank you. i love you Lord. Amen
~end of prayer~
i really hope tt i can be able to go for christmas services. if i cant go for the rest of the services i really hope tt i can go for the christmas service. i really hope so.
i trust you my Lord and i believe that u can help me out of this. let me have faith but not fear so that the holy spirit may work in me. thank you Lord.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
yea! feel so hapeeeee.... getting my hp bac today! i can sing praises nad worship God again! whoo hooo
aniwae, had a little arguement(not actually counted arguement, jus a light one)about a christian marrying a non-christian. haha
complicated...
i jus told my dad that God will plan someone that suits u best for you.
so, then we jus say and say and say...
i jus said tt the christian might backslide cos to please his/her partner.
and the christian might not want to acknowledge his/her religion.
then i told my dad , its either u choose man, or God.
God gives us a choice, to choose him, or man/devil.
aniwae, i duno how we dragged frm christmas to this,then to priorities
then my dad asked me : if u were to choose: who will u choose? me or God?
GOODNESS!
i told him, its not i should or i must, but i WANT to put God first.
dissapointment flit into his face.
i told him quickly : its not tt i put God first i will kick u aside, but i will still cont'd loving u too.
i said: i noe its hard for u to realise tt i knew u so many years, and in the end i jus knew God a few mths and then i put him first.
i told him i understand
but dad if u r reading
i will want to say i really love you
it doesnt mean tt i put God first i will not love u animore.
i will still cont'd loving u i promise. i really promise.
please understand me.
aniwae, had a little arguement(not actually counted arguement, jus a light one)about a christian marrying a non-christian. haha
complicated...
i jus told my dad that God will plan someone that suits u best for you.
so, then we jus say and say and say...
i jus said tt the christian might backslide cos to please his/her partner.
and the christian might not want to acknowledge his/her religion.
then i told my dad , its either u choose man, or God.
God gives us a choice, to choose him, or man/devil.
aniwae, i duno how we dragged frm christmas to this,then to priorities
then my dad asked me : if u were to choose: who will u choose? me or God?
GOODNESS!
i told him, its not i should or i must, but i WANT to put God first.
dissapointment flit into his face.
i told him quickly : its not tt i put God first i will kick u aside, but i will still cont'd loving u too.
i said: i noe its hard for u to realise tt i knew u so many years, and in the end i jus knew God a few mths and then i put him first.
i told him i understand
but dad if u r reading
i will want to say i really love you
it doesnt mean tt i put God first i will not love u animore.
i will still cont'd loving u i promise. i really promise.
please understand me.
Friday, November 23, 2007
haix sian... another unhappy day...
my mum and sis having a bit of cold war... very sian
yesterday, my mum yelled my sis to wake up(maybe not yelling) cos she slep from 8-9 and my mum told her might as well wake up, brush teeth, on aircon and go to sleep till tmr, but my sis jus said bac so irritatably that she will go herself, and my mum got angry.
after she awoke, my mum wants to know more abt the camp, but my sis was so irritated(cos she did not like being awoken while she was sleeping and being awoken by being yelled at)then she said irritatably to her again.
mum got angry, she said that she dunno nxt year whether she wanted to let her go church camp again nxt year.
haix...
i dunno hus in the wrong but i guess both are.
cos my sis resembles mum VERY MUCH
when my mum jus awoke, u cannot tok to her much.
She will be very IRRITATED.
jus like my sis! haha
both are alike in ways!
haha....
my sis is jus like my mum.
they tok loudly and there is a certain time that u MUST not tok to them.
or else... (i guess u noe the ending)
aniwae, i hope tt God will help me and them out of this
byesss
my mum and sis having a bit of cold war... very sian
yesterday, my mum yelled my sis to wake up(maybe not yelling) cos she slep from 8-9 and my mum told her might as well wake up, brush teeth, on aircon and go to sleep till tmr, but my sis jus said bac so irritatably that she will go herself, and my mum got angry.
after she awoke, my mum wants to know more abt the camp, but my sis was so irritated(cos she did not like being awoken while she was sleeping and being awoken by being yelled at)then she said irritatably to her again.
mum got angry, she said that she dunno nxt year whether she wanted to let her go church camp again nxt year.
haix...
i dunno hus in the wrong but i guess both are.
cos my sis resembles mum VERY MUCH
when my mum jus awoke, u cannot tok to her much.
She will be very IRRITATED.
jus like my sis! haha
both are alike in ways!
haha....
my sis is jus like my mum.
they tok loudly and there is a certain time that u MUST not tok to them.
or else... (i guess u noe the ending)
aniwae, i hope tt God will help me and them out of this
byesss
Thursday, November 22, 2007
YEAH my sis coming home 2-3 more hours! i really missed her this few days. cos wherever i have doubts or questions, i will ask God, then ask her.
(sometimes i ask her first, shouldnt get this a habit, should ask God first)
but aniwae, she coming home! really excited to see her face once more!haha
(sometimes i ask her first, shouldnt get this a habit, should ask God first)
but aniwae, she coming home! really excited to see her face once more!haha
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
me and my life! (hahas)
haha! thanks for whoever reads this post! really grateful to check out my blog and wanting to noe my life hahass hope u enjoy reading wat i wrote abt me and my life and my walk with God!
well( dunno how to start sia!)
its starts like this lor...
its like a little boy going to school always being terrorised by friends and like always so sad and sometimes crying over it.
always scolded "sissy" or "gay" or "you are a girl"
its not a very nice feeling i tell u REALLY not nice
started trying to argue back or ignore but it came to a useless ending(well its jus the begining actually)
pretty useless lar
there had not been a day of rest of being terrorised.
how sad...
no choice
endured for 3 years (if u count pri 1 to pri 6 then six year ba but pri 1 n pri2 not much)
now secondary one!
still have this kind of torture lor but i have grown of BRAVERY and COURAGE (well still a bit timid and afraid of the dark haha)
i didnt noe how many times i was sad about being bullied.
actually my case is a bit better then others actually.
but,think! three years! pretty long eh?
but now i know God!
i know how to love! how to forgive and forget!
i told those ppl hu bullied me that i forgaven them for what they hav done even when they dunno tt how hurt i was.
one of the person i spoke to told me to F*** off. others ignored.
pretty sad isnt it?
but still
i noe GOD
wanna noe why?
read on!
when i was primary 6-5 my sis was impacted by friends about christianity
those friends were : rebecca, fedora, cerlyn and others... (i onli remember these few sorry if i didnt put yours!)
at first sometimes do mock her abt christianity. (how dumb i was rite? to be used by the devil!)
but i was soon impacted by my sis about christianity too!
i had the desire "i wan to be a chrisitian!"
pri 5-6 was the time i believed but i had not been on fire or confessed to God.
it was this year, 2007, i made the confession.
i told God how i want to know him, love him, and believed in him.
CONFESSION MADE! whoo hoo
i was still fighting now to be able to go to church, heart of God church!
my sis too! we are both fighting!
thank you my lord! for saving me and loving me and planning out my life!
thank you lord, too , for giving me such a good sister that she can help me clear my doubts through you when i have one.
THANK YOU MY LORD.
I LOVE YOU!
and in here, i will REALLY,REALLY thanks my LORD for giving me such a wonderful life and always be there for me.
i also want to thanks my sister (her name is see ting wei) that she had been really helping me and motivating me to know more about christ and had helped me got saved from God.
i really love u sis.
and i really LOVE you God!
(thats my life story! its true ok!)
haha! thanks for whoever reads this post! really grateful to check out my blog and wanting to noe my life hahass hope u enjoy reading wat i wrote abt me and my life and my walk with God!
well( dunno how to start sia!)
its starts like this lor...
its like a little boy going to school always being terrorised by friends and like always so sad and sometimes crying over it.
always scolded "sissy" or "gay" or "you are a girl"
its not a very nice feeling i tell u REALLY not nice
started trying to argue back or ignore but it came to a useless ending(well its jus the begining actually)
pretty useless lar
there had not been a day of rest of being terrorised.
how sad...
no choice
endured for 3 years (if u count pri 1 to pri 6 then six year ba but pri 1 n pri2 not much)
now secondary one!
still have this kind of torture lor but i have grown of BRAVERY and COURAGE (well still a bit timid and afraid of the dark haha)
i didnt noe how many times i was sad about being bullied.
actually my case is a bit better then others actually.
but,think! three years! pretty long eh?
but now i know God!
i know how to love! how to forgive and forget!
i told those ppl hu bullied me that i forgaven them for what they hav done even when they dunno tt how hurt i was.
one of the person i spoke to told me to F*** off. others ignored.
pretty sad isnt it?
but still
i noe GOD
wanna noe why?
read on!
when i was primary 6-5 my sis was impacted by friends about christianity
those friends were : rebecca, fedora, cerlyn and others... (i onli remember these few sorry if i didnt put yours!)
at first sometimes do mock her abt christianity. (how dumb i was rite? to be used by the devil!)
but i was soon impacted by my sis about christianity too!
i had the desire "i wan to be a chrisitian!"
pri 5-6 was the time i believed but i had not been on fire or confessed to God.
it was this year, 2007, i made the confession.
i told God how i want to know him, love him, and believed in him.
CONFESSION MADE! whoo hoo
i was still fighting now to be able to go to church, heart of God church!
my sis too! we are both fighting!
thank you my lord! for saving me and loving me and planning out my life!
thank you lord, too , for giving me such a good sister that she can help me clear my doubts through you when i have one.
THANK YOU MY LORD.
I LOVE YOU!
and in here, i will REALLY,REALLY thanks my LORD for giving me such a wonderful life and always be there for me.
i also want to thanks my sister (her name is see ting wei) that she had been really helping me and motivating me to know more about christ and had helped me got saved from God.
i really love u sis.
and i really LOVE you God!
(thats my life story! its true ok!)