Sunday, May 25, 2008
LIVING LIFE WITH YOU I FEEL ALIVE!
yeah! this is one of the lyrics for one of the redrain songs yesterday!(i didnt get to know the title of the song ><)
it was a COOL event however! everyone was clapping, jumping, waving their hands, everyone was soooo enthu! COOOLLL!!!
Fedora was just beside me then. she was jumping all the way through, encouraging me to jump, but i didnt >< . should had, cos this is just all ways of praising God mar!
sad, Hang Siang and Ethel didnt manage to come. it was such a cool event. A CHRISTIAN ROCK CONCERT. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT? OMG, IT WAS COOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLL
rather, i liked the part whereby some of the christians in HOGC came to the stage to share their testimonies. and its like the main singer(i forgot his name) of the red rain band was sharing his testimony of being near to death when he shouted, "JESUS!" and he was rescued by the wave that was sinking him and his seven year old brother. COOLL
God is so miraculous and powerful. all thanks to his grace, he let me come to his house. all thanks to his grace, i am able to breakthrough and gave me more hope and faith in him that he will do the impossible for us!
Fedora left a great impression on xuan and wen. she was so cute and funny! xuan was like saying "she's so cute" HAHA nice one Fedora!
recognize alot of familiar faces when we went to have lunch at macs. saw Naomi, Boxue, Sylvia, Darren, Fedora, Nelson and so forth...
DIDNT TOOK MUCH PICTURES T.T i wanna have a good memory of HOGC so that it will nvr leave my mind again T.T
everything was great and fun yesterday. when i saw everyone sharing their testimonies, i had a GREAT urge to share mine too. haha
"feel the fear but do it anyway" another lyrics. felt that i should apply it to my daily life. i am always fearful. so full of worries. haiyo...
on sat, another family quarrel.
it was quite huge as it was becos my sis went to the toilet to soend her quiet time, cos i doing my quiet time at our room, so clash. then she decide to go toilet.
then everything turned chaotic
screams, shouts everything.
then my mum was like screaming at us to close and keep our bibles.
i was like,"oh shit! wat to do??!!"
one part of me was like thinking, " DONT! dont keep, stand strong! cos it is stated, "blessed are you who are persecuted for righteousness sake" and well, also for God's sake and Jesus' sake.
i felt that this was the holy spirit within me, telling me wat to do. it was like telling me saying, "if i cant withstand this little persecution, how am i going to stand strong on the day of revelation?"
so i decided, NO, i am not going to keep the bible.
HURRAY, the battle was won. haha
so, my mum just went away.
everything ended with a verge of tears. haha
conclusion for the day...
RED RAIN ROCKS!
yeah! this is one of the lyrics for one of the redrain songs yesterday!(i didnt get to know the title of the song ><)
it was a COOL event however! everyone was clapping, jumping, waving their hands, everyone was soooo enthu! COOOLLL!!!
Fedora was just beside me then. she was jumping all the way through, encouraging me to jump, but i didnt >< . should had, cos this is just all ways of praising God mar!
sad, Hang Siang and Ethel didnt manage to come. it was such a cool event. A CHRISTIAN ROCK CONCERT. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT? OMG, IT WAS COOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLL
rather, i liked the part whereby some of the christians in HOGC came to the stage to share their testimonies. and its like the main singer(i forgot his name) of the red rain band was sharing his testimony of being near to death when he shouted, "JESUS!" and he was rescued by the wave that was sinking him and his seven year old brother. COOLL
God is so miraculous and powerful. all thanks to his grace, he let me come to his house. all thanks to his grace, i am able to breakthrough and gave me more hope and faith in him that he will do the impossible for us!
Fedora left a great impression on xuan and wen. she was so cute and funny! xuan was like saying "she's so cute" HAHA nice one Fedora!
recognize alot of familiar faces when we went to have lunch at macs. saw Naomi, Boxue, Sylvia, Darren, Fedora, Nelson and so forth...
DIDNT TOOK MUCH PICTURES T.T i wanna have a good memory of HOGC so that it will nvr leave my mind again T.T
everything was great and fun yesterday. when i saw everyone sharing their testimonies, i had a GREAT urge to share mine too. haha
"feel the fear but do it anyway" another lyrics. felt that i should apply it to my daily life. i am always fearful. so full of worries. haiyo...
on sat, another family quarrel.
it was quite huge as it was becos my sis went to the toilet to soend her quiet time, cos i doing my quiet time at our room, so clash. then she decide to go toilet.
then everything turned chaotic
screams, shouts everything.
then my mum was like screaming at us to close and keep our bibles.
i was like,"oh shit! wat to do??!!"
one part of me was like thinking, " DONT! dont keep, stand strong! cos it is stated, "blessed are you who are persecuted for righteousness sake" and well, also for God's sake and Jesus' sake.
i felt that this was the holy spirit within me, telling me wat to do. it was like telling me saying, "if i cant withstand this little persecution, how am i going to stand strong on the day of revelation?"
so i decided, NO, i am not going to keep the bible.
HURRAY, the battle was won. haha
so, my mum just went away.
everything ended with a verge of tears. haha
conclusion for the day...
RED RAIN ROCKS!
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Tomorrow last day! OMG, going to holiday liaox, a loooong period of boredom is here...
so, today blogging here to tell u people some good news and some EMO news.
GOOD NEWS! i am going RED RAIN CONCERT this sunday at Heart Of God Church! YES, my future church, here i come!
yes! God had yet performed another great miracle of his, after all my prayers, i think he had felt my determination and thus allowed me to go! hooray!
my two cousins is coming too! this will be a GREAT and MEMORABLE event!
yes! my ranking in class is 2nd! for once in my life! i got a grand total of 68%, all thanks to God's grace upon me. but i had realised that i had not been doing quite well, especially on my maths, but broke through in science.
STUDY! this hols MUST study!
zheng hong to promised me that he will owned me 50times in rakion, bring your horse over man, lets see what u got, hahahahaha...
i had expected far too much from my friends i think. even my sister agrees so. she said that i had wanted to much from my friends that maybe i expect them to accomadate me. felt that wat she said was true.
this school hols not really got much plan. just goin bac school for three days for cca. YEAH! i last few weeks missed two sessions of cca, missed my cca so much T.T
i sometimes wonder, who am i? i have not really been myself, and the "myself" seems not to look like me at all. i hate this me. i dont like it. i wanna change. this evil part of me likes to attract attention and lead me to do the wrong thing, the "sinful" part of me. God, please come and relieve this part of me and vanquish it. stay 100% within my life, and occupy every space of my heart.
keep my and my friends fire burning
love you lots.
so, today blogging here to tell u people some good news and some EMO news.
GOOD NEWS! i am going RED RAIN CONCERT this sunday at Heart Of God Church! YES, my future church, here i come!
yes! God had yet performed another great miracle of his, after all my prayers, i think he had felt my determination and thus allowed me to go! hooray!
my two cousins is coming too! this will be a GREAT and MEMORABLE event!
yes! my ranking in class is 2nd! for once in my life! i got a grand total of 68%, all thanks to God's grace upon me. but i had realised that i had not been doing quite well, especially on my maths, but broke through in science.
STUDY! this hols MUST study!
zheng hong to promised me that he will owned me 50times in rakion, bring your horse over man, lets see what u got, hahahahaha...
i had expected far too much from my friends i think. even my sister agrees so. she said that i had wanted to much from my friends that maybe i expect them to accomadate me. felt that wat she said was true.
this school hols not really got much plan. just goin bac school for three days for cca. YEAH! i last few weeks missed two sessions of cca, missed my cca so much T.T
i sometimes wonder, who am i? i have not really been myself, and the "myself" seems not to look like me at all. i hate this me. i dont like it. i wanna change. this evil part of me likes to attract attention and lead me to do the wrong thing, the "sinful" part of me. God, please come and relieve this part of me and vanquish it. stay 100% within my life, and occupy every space of my heart.
keep my and my friends fire burning
love you lots.
Monday, May 19, 2008
hello everybody! hardly blog so frequently, but today got event so MUST blog!
YEAH went out with Hang Siang and Edmund today. played bowling. got 30 points, malu...
Hang Siang at least got 100 plus, edmund 70 plus. SO PRO!
i dun even know how to swing or clutch the ball, sorry lar, my second time in life to play bowling.
qutie funny, Hang Siang keep suaning Edmun of his fav football team(cannot say the team, or else later tio hantam)
we went and eat lunch afterwards, we ate the nasi lemak stuff, chatted...
Edmund is so gross, he got a vege stuck at his teeth, spend ALOT of time removing it
i blessed them by buying a card for them. haha
tmr! wait and see class... wait and see.
haha, gtg BYE!!!
YEAH went out with Hang Siang and Edmund today. played bowling. got 30 points, malu...
Hang Siang at least got 100 plus, edmund 70 plus. SO PRO!
i dun even know how to swing or clutch the ball, sorry lar, my second time in life to play bowling.
qutie funny, Hang Siang keep suaning Edmun of his fav football team(cannot say the team, or else later tio hantam)
we went and eat lunch afterwards, we ate the nasi lemak stuff, chatted...
Edmund is so gross, he got a vege stuck at his teeth, spend ALOT of time removing it
i blessed them by buying a card for them. haha
tmr! wait and see class... wait and see.
haha, gtg BYE!!!
Friday, May 16, 2008
oooh!!! went the zoo today. seen quite many animals. had a very fun experience!
but miss a cca lesson today. aw...
me and hang siang relationship growing. sometimes i feel that i aa too much. might lead to his dislike. should try and be myself more and more. been working hard for it.
this few days were like quite amazing. turned out to be one of the top scorers in class. got 68% for sa1 and ca1 overall percentile. haha highest 70% AWW MAN...
told hui jie of Hang Siang, Zhang Tong, Edmund, Aaron, Jordan. haha. got another person i can share things of rather than jus my sis
speaking of my sis, she got a fever! oh nooo... hope she will get a speedy recovery. pray for her guys!
Zheng Hong is like owning me now everytime in rakion, no fun de.
been coming out with new designs. still learning. got some fun logos.
Mrs. Roche gave me a lollipop that day! cos i helped her. so nice of her. it was cola flavour. i sucked it all the way home.
one more week to freedom and BOREDOM. haix... no hols plans. dunno what to do during the hols lehx. so sian
may Jesus loves you and so do i! i wana see more people saved! may God grace come upon this day. I WANT TO ACCELERATE!
but miss a cca lesson today. aw...
me and hang siang relationship growing. sometimes i feel that i aa too much. might lead to his dislike. should try and be myself more and more. been working hard for it.
this few days were like quite amazing. turned out to be one of the top scorers in class. got 68% for sa1 and ca1 overall percentile. haha highest 70% AWW MAN...
told hui jie of Hang Siang, Zhang Tong, Edmund, Aaron, Jordan. haha. got another person i can share things of rather than jus my sis
speaking of my sis, she got a fever! oh nooo... hope she will get a speedy recovery. pray for her guys!
Zheng Hong is like owning me now everytime in rakion, no fun de.
been coming out with new designs. still learning. got some fun logos.
Mrs. Roche gave me a lollipop that day! cos i helped her. so nice of her. it was cola flavour. i sucked it all the way home.
one more week to freedom and BOREDOM. haix... no hols plans. dunno what to do during the hols lehx. so sian
may Jesus loves you and so do i! i wana see more people saved! may God grace come upon this day. I WANT TO ACCELERATE!
Friday, May 09, 2008
hello guys! have not been blogging for a looooooooong time, sorry to keep u all waiting!
EXAMS OVER! finally, i can push away that heavy anchor within my heart. that time was HORRIFYING. honestly, when u keep pushing and scaring yourself, it is really terrible.
well, as for my exams, cam liao. maths lost 15marks ler, no need say, no a1.
Eugene said 85 marks still can get a1. but at least an encouragement, but u think possible? lets hope so, pray hard...
my art! dunno whether can get good grades or not and maintain first or 2nd in class. as "your father" had said in the tag board that my friend Xavier drew VERYYY nicely, well, let's wish him luck then. PLEASE MRS.ROCHE DONT BE TOO STRICT WITH ME! haha...
been getting a few friends lately. Hang Siang, who i never seems unable to sms or call for around 1/2hr a day, our relationship seems to be growing strong. haha
OUCH yeasterday eat steamboat then got blister, got burned by the handle. super pain at that time, at least now not much of an incovenience to my hand now.
watched speed racer yesterday! i expect Naomi to watch, cos got her Rain there! haha.
my life is still fine, except when Hang Siang asked me a question which results into a great shock. he asked me whether want play soccer. wow...
for my life until now, no one had really seriously asked me to play soccer yet.
everytime during pe when playing soccer, i always get left out and i was even spat at the word "useless" by my friend b4, so bad har?
i was trying to convince Hang siang that i will be "not useful" to him if i go, so wats the point?
lol, been trying to escape his question. haha
now, more worries! exam will pass or not? lOL
k lar, gtg, mum scold liao, later grounded than DIE AHHHHHHHH...
byeybe! blogging soon...
EXAMS OVER! finally, i can push away that heavy anchor within my heart. that time was HORRIFYING. honestly, when u keep pushing and scaring yourself, it is really terrible.
well, as for my exams, cam liao. maths lost 15marks ler, no need say, no a1.
Eugene said 85 marks still can get a1. but at least an encouragement, but u think possible? lets hope so, pray hard...
my art! dunno whether can get good grades or not and maintain first or 2nd in class. as "your father" had said in the tag board that my friend Xavier drew VERYYY nicely, well, let's wish him luck then. PLEASE MRS.ROCHE DONT BE TOO STRICT WITH ME! haha...
been getting a few friends lately. Hang Siang, who i never seems unable to sms or call for around 1/2hr a day, our relationship seems to be growing strong. haha
OUCH yeasterday eat steamboat then got blister, got burned by the handle. super pain at that time, at least now not much of an incovenience to my hand now.
watched speed racer yesterday! i expect Naomi to watch, cos got her Rain there! haha.
my life is still fine, except when Hang Siang asked me a question which results into a great shock. he asked me whether want play soccer. wow...
for my life until now, no one had really seriously asked me to play soccer yet.
everytime during pe when playing soccer, i always get left out and i was even spat at the word "useless" by my friend b4, so bad har?
i was trying to convince Hang siang that i will be "not useful" to him if i go, so wats the point?
lol, been trying to escape his question. haha
now, more worries! exam will pass or not? lOL
k lar, gtg, mum scold liao, later grounded than DIE AHHHHHHHH...
byeybe! blogging soon...