Tuesday, June 30, 2009
i've got great friends: Ivan, Cheryl, Nicholas, Jordan, Leona, Marcus, Yili, Yihui, Caleb, Justin, Aaron, Denzel, Edmund, Wen Cong.
and i have got such a great God.
what more can i complain?
what more should i doubt?
what more should i be sad about?
i have them.
and thats enough.
:)
they are my great friends.
friends that i will never forget.
and friends that stick with me till the end.
i run this race with them, and i run this race with God.
it was so COOL talking to the sa friends that nick,jordan,leona,marcus brought. they are so AWESOM! people like gerwym, cleon, kenneth, yihui, yili. they are so COOL!
haha, i long to see my more mshs guys too!
marcus had said and prayed for: seats for 10.
and i was thinking of coming up a slogan, HAHA.
Hearts of 10.
does it sound cool? haha...
kk, see ya :)
p.s. I love you :)
and i have got such a great God.
what more can i complain?
what more should i doubt?
what more should i be sad about?
i have them.
and thats enough.
:)
they are my great friends.
friends that i will never forget.
and friends that stick with me till the end.
i run this race with them, and i run this race with God.
it was so COOL talking to the sa friends that nick,jordan,leona,marcus brought. they are so AWESOM! people like gerwym, cleon, kenneth, yihui, yili. they are so COOL!
haha, i long to see my more mshs guys too!
marcus had said and prayed for: seats for 10.
and i was thinking of coming up a slogan, HAHA.
Hearts of 10.
does it sound cool? haha...
kk, see ya :)
p.s. I love you :)
Monday, June 29, 2009
though sad,i will continue to worship!!! the presence of God is great. yesterday i was feeling emo, and i seriously dont know why, but this feeling just come. and nick told me to worship God. i did, although abit distracted by msn, i worshipped, suddenly, tears came into my eyes, without any whatsoever reason.
haha, God is funny :) when i feel emo for whatsoever reason, He makes me feel comforted and touched for no whatsoever reason :)
God is not only my comforter. He is my Father, my saviour, my Lord. i will come to Him, regardless of any reasons, i will still go to Him.
Break my heart for what breaks yours. God's heart is seeking towards the Lost, and i will go with Him to the lost, till WE FIND THE LOST!!!
6people had been rescued from the Lost. if i have to give up my lifevest for at least for another lost, i will give it.
God told me that if i want to have the heart for men, then i must seek first the heart of God.
and God's heart is filled with love, compassion and every single good thing inside.
only through seeking His heart, will i get this things :)
God is amazing. i still believe in God.
haha, God is funny :) when i feel emo for whatsoever reason, He makes me feel comforted and touched for no whatsoever reason :)
God is not only my comforter. He is my Father, my saviour, my Lord. i will come to Him, regardless of any reasons, i will still go to Him.
Break my heart for what breaks yours. God's heart is seeking towards the Lost, and i will go with Him to the lost, till WE FIND THE LOST!!!
6people had been rescued from the Lost. if i have to give up my lifevest for at least for another lost, i will give it.
God told me that if i want to have the heart for men, then i must seek first the heart of God.
and God's heart is filled with love, compassion and every single good thing inside.
only through seeking His heart, will i get this things :)
God is amazing. i still believe in God.
Friday, June 26, 2009
this few days had been a WHOOOOSH to me.
i have just been facing alot recently. feeling abit emo now.haha, and i am playing such an emo song, I'm Still Breathing by Katy Perry.
at least, even if those things had smack me down, i'm still breathing :)
through all this, i can really see myself growing in experience, and like what Daniel had said during discipleship class, ultimate worship: making a decision to worship even though the situation is bad.
i also have learnt this three steps :Understand, Clarify and Help. can say its like a revelation from God.
among all this three, understand is the most important. without even first understanding what happened, trying to clarify or help, it might end up messing the whole thing up, or make it worse.
Clarify, by clearing all untruths, and sharing what you stand in.
Help, by encouraging and giving solutions(if possible) and to really show the person that you care and give him all the love and help he needs :)
God has given me such a great revelation, He wants me to learn :)
Understand, Clarify and Help.
Not too leader-ish, more of Friendish. haha. Cheryl taught me that :) She is such an amazing person. haha.
Sometimes, i feel that i want to cry, but the tears dont come. you can say that i am a person that lets go easily. i dont really linger in sadness for a very long time or insecurity. but will sometimes get reminded of it.
people in this world, no matter how evil you are, what bad you have done to me, or to anyone.
i promise you this.
God stills love you.
and i will Love you too :)
cheers, thats it today :)
went to watch transformers with the guys today. what an amazing show. i was totally shocked when Optimus Died in the middle. HAHA SPOILER.
dunno, why, but i am such a fan of emo songs. LOL
yeps, thats it. i want to go sleep, but theres HOMEWORK to be done OMG.
haha, just 2 more pages of physics, one 700word chinese essay, 250 Chinese Idioms(which i think i dont wanna bother liaox) :)
haha, see ya :)
Saturday, June 20, 2009
What Happened to the world?
one day you stare at the sky
thinking about the day
thinking what have i done
to deserve this
where
where
where
is the true God that i seek
facing too much
you want to fall
you want to let go
you want to stop resisting
you believe that fall
is the only way
but something
someone
tells you
keep fighting
we love you
we care
your tears drips
but
you still want to give up
where
where is the God of miracles?
there
there He is
right there
with opened arms
waiting
waiting for me to come
He is always there
ALWAYS THERE
but i always turn
and look the other way
God is there
He is there
i run
i run with faith
i run to Him
GOD! SAVE ME!
God says
"You are free"
haha, quite an emo post right, i was thinking of illustrating more. lol. but still, this just flow into my mind, so i just wrote it down. last time, i had times i wanted to give up, but i had also times when God just spoke into my heart, and i really cry, becos of his presence.
there are people around who care too. great Leaders like Cheryl, Nicholas, Jordan, Marcus, Leona are always there for us to cheer us on. without them, i knew that i wouldnt stayed strong. i would have died away from Christ.
MSHS group is really growing. Aaron, denzel, edmund is really growing spiritually and in hunger for God. they are amazing people. coming for 2svc a week and really sowing alot in the revival. amazing. i can feel that this revival is moving. :)
Mshs: 15 regulars. it is possible :)
Sunday, June 07, 2009
hey guys, just wanna put some photos on my blog, haha!! i was just rumagging through my 400 photos in my phone and i saw this.
this photo was taken 2 YEARS AGO. i had such a kiddy face. i think my sis is going to kill me for putting this up. haha! didnt know that i have a sis?? haha, she's in B4!!! HAHAH :)
the following photo was taken a few months ahead i think. haha, my sis abit unglam, but i still posted it. HAHAH!!!
haah!! this photo was taken like, a few weeks back!! :) see, me and her grown so much liaox.
its great to have an elder sister mann :)
i must say, i really am thankful to my sis, and the people who brought my sis three years ago. my sister reached out to me and my heart was touched by God. her fight of faith kept me going and due to PO at home,i began to be more on-fire. :)
this photo was taken 2 YEARS AGO. i had such a kiddy face. i think my sis is going to kill me for putting this up. haha! didnt know that i have a sis?? haha, she's in B4!!! HAHAH :)
the following photo was taken a few months ahead i think. haha, my sis abit unglam, but i still posted it. HAHAH!!!
haah!! this photo was taken like, a few weeks back!! :) see, me and her grown so much liaox.
its great to have an elder sister mann :)
i must say, i really am thankful to my sis, and the people who brought my sis three years ago. my sister reached out to me and my heart was touched by God. her fight of faith kept me going and due to PO at home,i began to be more on-fire. :)
my sis is great. haha!! if you think so, please tag at my tagboard. HAHA!
Sunday, June 07, 2009
hey people! i have been visiting people's blog recently, especially the integrations. haha. i find that some integrations are really cool, they are growing so fast!!! :) i am so amazed mann, by God's love and mercy and His ability to change one life. i look at the mshs guys, i am so proud of them too! they have been coming for DOUBLE service, and they have been very strong in ministry. also, i am amazed by how edmund is able to evaluate and find out how an integration is feeling, what is stopping him from coming back :)
they are going to be tested by God soon, i believe that God will give them the strength to overcome this mountains, and that He will give me the strength to oversome mountains that i may face too :)
evangelism and inviting people to church is abit harder than last year. now is a total new begining and a total new start. but i will keep on keeping on, and pray even harder now :)
been receiving quite alot of rejects of invitation, but i shan't lose heart. i must have FAITH, not fear, and to BELIEVE that they will make it for serivce.i really miss the times where i pray with a loud voice and keep pressing into God's presence. i want this feeling again!! :)
i notice some changes in me too. haha. but some of them is quite negative, so must really ,really get OUT of it!!!! :)
so what if things hadnt been great? so what if i had alot of setbacks? i rmb that day that i was totally self condemning. i was constantly under pressure of guilt by the sin and was realyl upset with myself. i told God that i want to come clean, and i confessed every sin. i have been trying to talk to cheryl about it, haha. but during the wait, i told God that i want to let this go, believing that He had cleansed it for me already. but right now, i just have to stop thinking too much, trust God and let it go. Let GO :)
sometimes, it's good to let go. you will feel more peace and assured, but of course, you need a solution to guard yourself against this sin when it comes again :)
right now, i have learnt to LET GO, and also to be a big hearted man. letting go in different manners :)
God is so cool :) Love God, Love you :)
they are going to be tested by God soon, i believe that God will give them the strength to overcome this mountains, and that He will give me the strength to oversome mountains that i may face too :)
evangelism and inviting people to church is abit harder than last year. now is a total new begining and a total new start. but i will keep on keeping on, and pray even harder now :)
been receiving quite alot of rejects of invitation, but i shan't lose heart. i must have FAITH, not fear, and to BELIEVE that they will make it for serivce.i really miss the times where i pray with a loud voice and keep pressing into God's presence. i want this feeling again!! :)
i notice some changes in me too. haha. but some of them is quite negative, so must really ,really get OUT of it!!!! :)
so what if things hadnt been great? so what if i had alot of setbacks? i rmb that day that i was totally self condemning. i was constantly under pressure of guilt by the sin and was realyl upset with myself. i told God that i want to come clean, and i confessed every sin. i have been trying to talk to cheryl about it, haha. but during the wait, i told God that i want to let this go, believing that He had cleansed it for me already. but right now, i just have to stop thinking too much, trust God and let it go. Let GO :)
sometimes, it's good to let go. you will feel more peace and assured, but of course, you need a solution to guard yourself against this sin when it comes again :)
right now, i have learnt to LET GO, and also to be a big hearted man. letting go in different manners :)
God is so cool :) Love God, Love you :)
Monday, June 01, 2009
hey guys!! i have been blogging quite recently :) been quite bored recently, i WANNA PLAN AN INTEGRATION OUTING WITH MY MSHS GUYS!
haha, if you notice in my facebook, i want to come clean, totally clean.
i want to confess everything to God and just tell Him EVERYTHING. theres no need to hide. i cant hide anyway. hahaa
been having a few problems with myself that are totally seriously putting me off. i am happy that i can get to talk with cheryl about it this wed :)
Yesterday, while doing quiet time, God has just showed me what it meant about His presence. i had been wondering about it and God had slowly answered me. So far, God told me that revelations and great ideas flows into my mind when His presence is there.
i think what Pastor had said was really great. to smile in prayer, in worship.i think it really works. i was more spiritually lifted and i start to enjoy praying and it set my hunger to want to worship Him more.
as usual, i was emoing, cos i felt very lonely, lost, confused. i hung on to this confusions and sins, and God cant work in me. but i chose to let go, and ask God to sent His peace and comfort on me. but i was still emo, cos despite me wanting Him to come, i still clung on to this things. but i remembered what Pastor Lia told us about, and i smiled. i tried smiling, and asked God to come and i felt myself emotionally lifted. i felt much better, much better :) and i totally let it go.
i fell in love once again with PlanetShakers worship song. i thank my sis so much for buying their album a few years back. their worship songs are so great!! Angel Cry Holy, Holy Spirit was great songs. and I'm Forever Yours from another album was such a great song! i sang till this part of the lyric "Hold me now and never ever let me go" and i thought, God, will you hold me on and dont let me go? and suddenly, the word "yes" came into my mind. i knew it wasnt me, cos i felt such great and immense joy filled my heart, and i was so in awe of Him.
i have such a great God, and i must learn to be content in whatever the circumstance.
How Great is Our God. :)
haha, if you notice in my facebook, i want to come clean, totally clean.
i want to confess everything to God and just tell Him EVERYTHING. theres no need to hide. i cant hide anyway. hahaa
been having a few problems with myself that are totally seriously putting me off. i am happy that i can get to talk with cheryl about it this wed :)
Yesterday, while doing quiet time, God has just showed me what it meant about His presence. i had been wondering about it and God had slowly answered me. So far, God told me that revelations and great ideas flows into my mind when His presence is there.
i think what Pastor had said was really great. to smile in prayer, in worship.i think it really works. i was more spiritually lifted and i start to enjoy praying and it set my hunger to want to worship Him more.
as usual, i was emoing, cos i felt very lonely, lost, confused. i hung on to this confusions and sins, and God cant work in me. but i chose to let go, and ask God to sent His peace and comfort on me. but i was still emo, cos despite me wanting Him to come, i still clung on to this things. but i remembered what Pastor Lia told us about, and i smiled. i tried smiling, and asked God to come and i felt myself emotionally lifted. i felt much better, much better :) and i totally let it go.
i fell in love once again with PlanetShakers worship song. i thank my sis so much for buying their album a few years back. their worship songs are so great!! Angel Cry Holy, Holy Spirit was great songs. and I'm Forever Yours from another album was such a great song! i sang till this part of the lyric "Hold me now and never ever let me go" and i thought, God, will you hold me on and dont let me go? and suddenly, the word "yes" came into my mind. i knew it wasnt me, cos i felt such great and immense joy filled my heart, and i was so in awe of Him.
i have such a great God, and i must learn to be content in whatever the circumstance.
How Great is Our God. :)