one day you stare at the sky

thinking about the day

thinking what have i done

to deserve this 

where

where

where 

is the true God that i seek

facing too much

you want to fall

you want to let go

you want to stop resisting

you believe that fall

is the only way

but something

someone

tells you

keep fighting

we love you

we care

your tears drips

but 

you still want to give up 

where 

where is the God of miracles? 

there

there He is 

right there

with opened arms

waiting

waiting for me to come

He is always there

ALWAYS THERE

but i always turn

and look the other way

God is there

He is there

i run 

i run with faith

i run to Him 

GOD! SAVE ME! 

God says

"You are free" 

haha, quite an emo post right, i was thinking of illustrating more. lol. but still, this just flow into my mind, so i just wrote it down. last time, i had times i wanted to give up, but i had also times when God just spoke into my heart, and i really cry, becos of his presence. 

there are people around who care too. great Leaders like Cheryl, Nicholas, Jordan, Marcus, Leona are always there for us to cheer us on. without them, i knew that i wouldnt stayed strong. i would have died away from Christ. 

MSHS group is really growing. Aaron, denzel, edmund is really growing spiritually and in hunger for God. they are amazing people. coming for 2svc a week and really sowing alot in the revival. amazing. i can feel that this revival is moving. :)

Mshs: 15 regulars. it is possible :)