i have just been facing alot recently. feeling abit emo now.haha, and i am playing such an emo song, I'm Still Breathing by Katy Perry. 

at least, even if those things had smack me down, i'm still breathing :) 

through all this, i can really see myself growing in experience, and like what Daniel had said during discipleship class, ultimate worship: making a decision to worship even though the situation is bad. 

i also have learnt this three steps :Understand, Clarify and Help. can say its like a revelation from God. 

among all this three, understand is the most important. without even first understanding what happened, trying to clarify or help, it might end up messing the whole thing up, or make it worse. 

Clarify, by clearing all untruths, and sharing what you stand in. 

Help, by encouraging and giving solutions(if possible) and to really show the person that you care and give him all the love and help he needs :) 

God has given me such a great revelation, He wants me to learn :) 

Understand, Clarify and Help.

Not too leader-ish, more of Friendish. haha. Cheryl taught me that :) She is such an amazing person. haha. 

Sometimes, i feel that i want to cry, but the tears dont come. you can say that i am a person that lets go easily. i dont really linger in sadness for a very long time or insecurity. but will sometimes get reminded of it. 

people in this world, no matter how evil you are, what bad you have done to me, or to anyone. 

i promise you this. 

God stills love you. 

and i will Love you too :) 

cheers, thats it today :) 

went to watch transformers with the guys today. what an amazing show. i was totally shocked when Optimus Died in the middle. HAHA SPOILER. 

dunno, why, but i am such a fan of emo songs. LOL 

yeps, thats it. i want to go sleep, but theres HOMEWORK to be done OMG. 

haha, just 2 more pages of physics, one 700word chinese essay, 250 Chinese Idioms(which i think i dont wanna bother liaox) :) 

haha, see ya :)