Monday, August 18, 2008
Hey, don’t noe why, but feel like posting today. Haha
You know, I always have this split-personality feeling and thoughts, but not of actions, so I doesn’t control my actions. But, It inserts thoughts, sinful thoughts. It often make me succumb to them. Haix…
Due to this, it has caused me to speak death to a lot of ppl. Becos It keeps telling me of the bad things I can say to a person. It is really bad, I have been trying to rid of it, but cant seems able.
But there is a good thing too. I gained a good thought, the other side of the personality.
It always boost me, strengthen me and motivate me, teaches me how to do things and where and why had I done wrong. Of course, sometimes it tells me where I am wrong and tell me to convict and not to condemn, so I can run to God always.
However, I sometimes succumb to the bad thinking. Although knowing that it is wrong. That is what I really hate.
What I just like to hope is that the good side of me shall grow and destroy the bad thinking of mine, so that it will stop badgering me. i wanna continue doing great things and good things for God.
I wanna be strong.
“let the weak say ‘I am strong!’ ”
Haha
I wanna start to notice the small things, do them and get on with the big things! haha
You know, I always have this split-personality feeling and thoughts, but not of actions, so I doesn’t control my actions. But, It inserts thoughts, sinful thoughts. It often make me succumb to them. Haix…
Due to this, it has caused me to speak death to a lot of ppl. Becos It keeps telling me of the bad things I can say to a person. It is really bad, I have been trying to rid of it, but cant seems able.
But there is a good thing too. I gained a good thought, the other side of the personality.
It always boost me, strengthen me and motivate me, teaches me how to do things and where and why had I done wrong. Of course, sometimes it tells me where I am wrong and tell me to convict and not to condemn, so I can run to God always.
However, I sometimes succumb to the bad thinking. Although knowing that it is wrong. That is what I really hate.
What I just like to hope is that the good side of me shall grow and destroy the bad thinking of mine, so that it will stop badgering me. i wanna continue doing great things and good things for God.
I wanna be strong.
“let the weak say ‘I am strong!’ ”
Haha
I wanna start to notice the small things, do them and get on with the big things! haha