Sunday, May 31, 2009
insecurities sucks.
i want to get out of it.
i want to get out of it.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
hey, like this new skin?? :)
i wanted to change my skin for a looong time, now i have the chance! haha!!
things have not been going well, hahas. just feeling insecure and confuse about things, God is amazing, when i told him yesterday that i wanted to forget all this things, put it into His hands and just get on with life, and not getting this things affecting me.
today He gave me an answer to my doubts.
when i was walking down my house stairs to go school, take circle line (yeah!) i was thinking : have i really love God, or doing this revival and stuff for the sake of it. and i suddenly had this thought, if i had not love God, i wouldnt had depended on Him, i wouldnt have really understood His amazing power and grace, moreover, i let this total stranger into my life 2years ago and my life was totally changed! and through this, i stopped my sinful ways, and because i loved Him. also, i did this revival and bringing friends, because i loved God and so i love this people, to want to bring them.
wow, :)
well, thats it for today! i wanna go rakion. haha!! listening to Paper Gangster by Lady GaGa now. she is cool :)
circle line is great tooo!!! i am 5mins away from school!! i woke up at 6.40am today, reach school at 7.10am. LOL. i rmb i came out of house at 6.50am HAHA!!!
the feeling of a new skin is great :)
i wanted to change my skin for a looong time, now i have the chance! haha!!
things have not been going well, hahas. just feeling insecure and confuse about things, God is amazing, when i told him yesterday that i wanted to forget all this things, put it into His hands and just get on with life, and not getting this things affecting me.
today He gave me an answer to my doubts.
when i was walking down my house stairs to go school, take circle line (yeah!) i was thinking : have i really love God, or doing this revival and stuff for the sake of it. and i suddenly had this thought, if i had not love God, i wouldnt had depended on Him, i wouldnt have really understood His amazing power and grace, moreover, i let this total stranger into my life 2years ago and my life was totally changed! and through this, i stopped my sinful ways, and because i loved Him. also, i did this revival and bringing friends, because i loved God and so i love this people, to want to bring them.
wow, :)
well, thats it for today! i wanna go rakion. haha!! listening to Paper Gangster by Lady GaGa now. she is cool :)
circle line is great tooo!!! i am 5mins away from school!! i woke up at 6.40am today, reach school at 7.10am. LOL. i rmb i came out of house at 6.50am HAHA!!!
the feeling of a new skin is great :)
Monday, May 25, 2009
whew, the weekends just passed, all the fun is over, but i shall lift the value of my day!!!! :)
i have been rather sick this few days. its so irritating!!! having to take medicine and now feeling drowsy. i hope june holidays will come faster, but cant go out during the holidays is absolutely pointless.
we are going science centre this thursday, yeah... -.-
talk, talk and talks this whole week, what a great way to end the term! we should just spend our time in class and chat :)
redrain was cool, seeing the MSHS regulars bringing 1 or 2 friends, its great to see them really making an effort to evangelise :)
kk, see ya :)
i have been rather sick this few days. its so irritating!!! having to take medicine and now feeling drowsy. i hope june holidays will come faster, but cant go out during the holidays is absolutely pointless.
we are going science centre this thursday, yeah... -.-
talk, talk and talks this whole week, what a great way to end the term! we should just spend our time in class and chat :)
redrain was cool, seeing the MSHS regulars bringing 1 or 2 friends, its great to see them really making an effort to evangelise :)
kk, see ya :)
Thursday, May 21, 2009
REDRAIN IS JUST ONE MORE DAY!! OMG!! :)
its great man! having a few new friends coming for redrain, sad thing is that npcc camp clashes with redrain, make me has lesser invites >< but there will be more chances!!!!! :)
great integrations, new friends are gonna come, and i know that its going to be exciting! this time, i can come totally with my parents acknowlegement, FOR TWO DAYS!!! :)
this year redrain is going to be different, with new friends coming, and i am so going to beliebe that its going to turn out great! :)
been hurt recently, but thats alright, i choose to let go, and i dunn wanna linger in the past either, knowing that it will only hurt me. haha. btw, did i say that i was blogging in school? LOL! !
edmund,aaron and denzel are great. they are really growing alot and being super radical for God :) its really great to see that the friends you bought became so radical and on-fire :)
i am watching yugioh,but its laggin like mad. LOL
oh well. i think i will sign off here. :) see ya AT REDRAIN :)
its great man! having a few new friends coming for redrain, sad thing is that npcc camp clashes with redrain, make me has lesser invites >< but there will be more chances!!!!! :)
great integrations, new friends are gonna come, and i know that its going to be exciting! this time, i can come totally with my parents acknowlegement, FOR TWO DAYS!!! :)
this year redrain is going to be different, with new friends coming, and i am so going to beliebe that its going to turn out great! :)
been hurt recently, but thats alright, i choose to let go, and i dunn wanna linger in the past either, knowing that it will only hurt me. haha. btw, did i say that i was blogging in school? LOL! !
edmund,aaron and denzel are great. they are really growing alot and being super radical for God :) its really great to see that the friends you bought became so radical and on-fire :)
i am watching yugioh,but its laggin like mad. LOL
oh well. i think i will sign off here. :) see ya AT REDRAIN :)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Redrain is just 3 days away man. things have been great. i am so going to see 20++ new friends in church this week :)
had a great prayer meeting with Nick and the SA guys :) then went for sermon screening, cool :)
i am nearly sick, with my sister sick too. have dry and itchy throat and keeps coughing. lol.
Cheryl went my house that day!! so cool. she shared about shepherd's heart. so amazing. i dont want to sit there and run away or dont do anything, but i want to make something happen. to protect my people, to protect my friends, my school.
i rather burn then bow down to you while going against my convictions.
had a great prayer meeting with Nick and the SA guys :) then went for sermon screening, cool :)
i am nearly sick, with my sister sick too. have dry and itchy throat and keeps coughing. lol.
Cheryl went my house that day!! so cool. she shared about shepherd's heart. so amazing. i dont want to sit there and run away or dont do anything, but i want to make something happen. to protect my people, to protect my friends, my school.
i rather burn then bow down to you while going against my convictions.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
RedRain is coming. in 5 DAYS TIME!!!!!
i remember last year i went, the song that impacted me was I SEE RED, RAINING DOWN ON ME, RED RESCUED ME!
haha, it was a cool experience now, redrain not only meant just a concert now :) it meant a great day for evangelism :)
its gonna be a total exciting event, with rock music, jumping around and total coolness!!! WOAH its one big event that will blow you away! and its happening in my church!!!!
Location : Singpost Centre Paya Lebar
time: Saturday (5pm-7pm) Sunday(3pm-5pm)
TICKETS ARE NECESSARY! want them? get it from Denzel, Me, Aaron and Edmund today!
this is one big event. be there :)
i remember last year i went, the song that impacted me was I SEE RED, RAINING DOWN ON ME, RED RESCUED ME!
haha, it was a cool experience now, redrain not only meant just a concert now :) it meant a great day for evangelism :)
its gonna be a total exciting event, with rock music, jumping around and total coolness!!! WOAH its one big event that will blow you away! and its happening in my church!!!!
Location : Singpost Centre Paya Lebar
time: Saturday (5pm-7pm) Sunday(3pm-5pm)
TICKETS ARE NECESSARY! want them? get it from Denzel, Me, Aaron and Edmund today!
this is one big event. be there :)
Sunday, May 10, 2009
haha,today i am free!! just a few more hours till the end of the day :)
i wanna do abit of reflection about my life today! :)
2000-2006: total insecure person. really really hungers for love and attention. i was constantly bullied, out casted in school and i usually was alone, only had 1 true friend whom i had lost contact with, really wanted to bring him to Christ. i tried to ignore these people sayings about me, but i could only suppress it awhile, and the insecureness comes back again. 2006 was the first year i came to knew God after my sister got saved :) my sister told me about things about God, i listened,but i was amazed. sometimes i do mock my sister about her religion,now i was very guilty HAHA but its over!! who knows, now i am an on-fire christian! :)
2007-2008: the years that i learnt MORE, FAR MORE about God!! sec1 i started to knew very much about God and i was very much impacted. i wanted to go church and check it out, but my mother rejected, saying that my sister goes church in extreme hours(which is not very true),and that she dont want me to be the same. :( but i shall have faith that one day, they will let me come. my father allowed, but my mother hadnt got won over yet, but i trust God :)
sec1 i took on vulgarities and also started speaking death,its like speaking death is in my genes HAHA. at sec2, i awoke from this and started shaking it off :) cos i knew God far deeper and i convicted my life to Him, i visited heart of God church at 25 May 2008 RED RAIN!!! i didnt dare to jump, sing, but i have a seed sown, and i wanted to come back, but PDA stopped me. haha
2009~ Life was good. my spiritual family was always there for me to push me on, to encourage me. God has been putting multiple tests on me and sometimes i fail and wanted to give up. but God is FAITHFUL! He never leaves me, nor forsake me when i have left Him, or thinking of forsaking Him! Deuteronomy 31:6 "Be strong and be of good courage.Do no fear or be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, He is the one who goes with you, He will not leave you nor forsake you"
wow, God is great, i love the bible, just like what Pastor always says :)
who knows waht lies for me in the future?but i know that it is definitely a good one. my God is faithful, and He is definitely a rewarder of thos who diligently seek Him.
this revival, i want it. this school, i want it. 30 lives, i want it. God, give it to me.
if i need to prove myself about it, i will :)
God, is faithful.
i wanna do abit of reflection about my life today! :)
2000-2006: total insecure person. really really hungers for love and attention. i was constantly bullied, out casted in school and i usually was alone, only had 1 true friend whom i had lost contact with, really wanted to bring him to Christ. i tried to ignore these people sayings about me, but i could only suppress it awhile, and the insecureness comes back again. 2006 was the first year i came to knew God after my sister got saved :) my sister told me about things about God, i listened,but i was amazed. sometimes i do mock my sister about her religion,now i was very guilty HAHA but its over!! who knows, now i am an on-fire christian! :)
2007-2008: the years that i learnt MORE, FAR MORE about God!! sec1 i started to knew very much about God and i was very much impacted. i wanted to go church and check it out, but my mother rejected, saying that my sister goes church in extreme hours(which is not very true),and that she dont want me to be the same. :( but i shall have faith that one day, they will let me come. my father allowed, but my mother hadnt got won over yet, but i trust God :)
sec1 i took on vulgarities and also started speaking death,its like speaking death is in my genes HAHA. at sec2, i awoke from this and started shaking it off :) cos i knew God far deeper and i convicted my life to Him, i visited heart of God church at 25 May 2008 RED RAIN!!! i didnt dare to jump, sing, but i have a seed sown, and i wanted to come back, but PDA stopped me. haha
2009~ Life was good. my spiritual family was always there for me to push me on, to encourage me. God has been putting multiple tests on me and sometimes i fail and wanted to give up. but God is FAITHFUL! He never leaves me, nor forsake me when i have left Him, or thinking of forsaking Him! Deuteronomy 31:6 "Be strong and be of good courage.Do no fear or be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, He is the one who goes with you, He will not leave you nor forsake you"
wow, God is great, i love the bible, just like what Pastor always says :)
who knows waht lies for me in the future?but i know that it is definitely a good one. my God is faithful, and He is definitely a rewarder of thos who diligently seek Him.
this revival, i want it. this school, i want it. 30 lives, i want it. God, give it to me.
if i need to prove myself about it, i will :)
God, is faithful.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
hey guys! its been a month since i blogged. haha, abit lazy to update, cause exams around the corner!! haha
now, i am getting abit worried for my chem. haha. this time the maths paper was easier, but still, its too early to say that, i am VERY prone to careless mistakes. LOL
oh well, life has been exciting. although seeing some of my friends facing some problems, the way they rises up above it is always exciting, and the great thing is that i am actually involved in assisting them through it :)
evangelism has been GREAT! got to know a group of VERY fun sec1s, had really been like their friend :) had been talking to this sec1 who added our new gen email :) found out that he like singer that I LIKE! for example: Lady Gaga, Taylor Swift and Katy Perry!! he likes just dance too!!! SO COOOL!! :) way too cool mann :) typing with a laptop is quite tiring for the hand. lol.
having amath test next tuesday. hope that i can pass all my subjects! haha, i literally failed my 3-maths last term, emath, amath and PHYSICS!!!
hopefully, i can pass english too. hahah!!!
30 is my faith target for Redrain, and 30 is what i believe i am so going to get. i have been continually praying for it. now have to really VISUALISE 30. :)
things are going to change around here. :)
God has told me lots of things recently, something good qualities that i once had had somewhat just slipped off me sometimes. for example, the love for people. i had been distracted with other people that sometimes i forget about the people close to me, which they still need some of my love for them. and being radical for God, to even try attending service even though it may seem impossible, but there is no harm in asking or trying.
really am amazed with God. :) Deuteronomy 31:6 'Be strong and be of good courage,do not fear nor be afraid of them;For the Lord your God, He is the one that goes with you.He will not leave you nor forsake you' if you think that God has forsaken you, read this. he had not, and never will. :)
God's love.
who's love can be compared with his? :)