Friday, March 27, 2009
HEY GUYS! i am finally back to blog!
today cross country was TERRIBLE. run and starting got STITCHES. oh crap.
like, run around 1-2km. and i was like, struggling. i was dehydrated, and i nearly vomited. todally cannot run AT ALL. Mr. Qwayle literally soared past me. oh crap, i lost to a teacher 20plus years older than me. LOL. just find it so hard to run, so i walked fast. i wanted to listen to music and my earpiece got so frustratingly entangled. so finally, it was untangled, the songs i listened to was all worship songs. just to really just rely on God to help me with this run.
next problem, is that denzel has to go home first for his friends to get his bag and we really have no time. so have to rush like mad down. then, NO MONEY FOR CAB. OH CRAP
found someone to borrow money at last, got around 10bucks. THANKS SHAWN!
rushed down for cg,i found out that i sang louder than usual and prayed louder than usual too, haha! i was afraid that i will stink, if i do, pai seh. haha
God has really been putting me to the test, really just giving me situations and difficulties to handle. and i am relying on Him fully to settle with this =)
cookies! we need cookies! esther heng havent tell me the recipe LOL
anyway,things have been great, although some things going upside down, still, its my honour to be tested by God. =)
tata, see you again!
Leona--> Yakuza kaya toast ;)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
was watching star wars the clone wars movie(typical)
it is so cool! i finally watched it. AT LAST. :D
there is a few interesting and FUNNY scenes in the show itself. make me laugh like mad.
joke no.1
there is 2 clone troopers left against a battalion.
clone1:"hold on! we got you outnumbered"
droid sergeant:"outnumbered?! 1,2... ~BLAST~"
how dumb... lol. but it got me laughing.
chalet is cool! with Nick Luo getting stung(ouch), Ivan's cooking,visiting the old changi hospital(which i wanna go so badly). things, couldnt be more un! :D
sambal fish balls+watermeleon+sprite=makes Jian Ming the good cook. LOL
everythings cool. been feeling quite emo and confused. haha. oh well.
answer will be there if we seek :)
Friday, March 13, 2009
Hey guys, been thinking alot since yesterday. i think this is the best thoughts and spiritual thoughts i had so far! hahaha
as the title suggests, i am going to talk about purpose. so of you may not agree, but please do state in my tagboard that i may learn! :)
alrightz. i believe that everyone knows that each one of us HAVE a purpose in life in this world. God doesnt put us to this world for no whatsoever reason, but He sent His Son to die for us on the cross, because He loves us so much. and why? because we are precious and He wants us all to come into heaven to be with Him!
Precious--Purpose?? not really. but we are precious because we are all created by God and God sent us down WITH a purpose and God wants us to have an abundant life on Earth, getting to know Him and saved, and to eternal life in heaven! God loves us so much cos we are His Sons and Daughters. Like between a father and a son. it is a kind of love that i cannot really describe. but He had given us so much even when we dont know Him at all, even when we are not even born of this world. this shows the great love of God. (not just only this, cause God do MORE things to prove that He loves us, but this is the best!)
Everyone in this world has a purpose. no one can determine this purpose for you, only you can find this purpose. and the day you find this purpose, it will be with God and you will be with Him!
this is my section on purpose. next, i want to talk about a heart For people.
alrightz, not trying to boast here(humility) but everyone knows that i have a heart for people. and i dont really like the idea if you are "making use" of that certain person, even if i dont know the person, i dont like the idea. its like you are using someone to gain success and glorify,not God,not your friend,not anyone else, but yourself! that is a selfish idea!
if you have such a motive, it defeats the purpose of TEAMWORK. its like if you are in this team, you are the leader and you get this few people, and use them to get success in this project, and you say that THEIR work, Is ALL YOUR WORK, that is making use of them! you will not get any respect from people at all, and thus you lose people's trust.
Friends, do not misunderstand the concept of a Heart For People. in my view, a heart for people means that you see the need of God,encouragements, friends and guidance in their life and you attempt to fulfill this needs for them(not to a large extent!), like being his/her friend and just encourage him/her. but The need of God is not something you can fulfill, you can only invite the person to church and pray hard, and continue to invite him/her back. the choice is then eventually up to him/her.
hahah, thats all today, quite long right? :) haha.
things have been going on great. my life is GOOD :)
p.s. i suck at counter strike. lol
Sunday, March 08, 2009
hey guys! i am back to blog :D
seriously, this few days had not been the best of my days, frustrations run up on me high and i dont really like to talk to people. get freaked out easily. anger management man. :)
like, things had been happening to the people around me and i just get frustrated about them lol.
haix, seriously, i really do need help. i cant cope this man. must really seek God about his man. :)
ok, so far, physics and emaths fail. i seriously dun wan my parents to go for PTM :D HAHAHAHA
but rather, rest still ok lar, just that i dun wan end up failing for my next term+semester.
life is all about convictions man.
marcus and i had such an interesting chat. Marcus is one of the people in F23 that really impacts me. :)
this life is about convictions, and that is what my people lacks. i must be an example as a man of convictions.
this life is exciting, although it looks difficult, still it is fun :)
above all this, i am still, STILL proud to say, God, thank you for being with me.
Jan Jan came today! :) it was great man. so nice to see MSHS group really growing. as this group grows bigger, i will have to shoulder much more responsibility and Edmund, Denzel and Aaron are here to run this race with me :) yeah! i am no longer alone!(i was never alone anyway!haha, as in physically!)
trying to find ways to increase the unity of my group, and of course, as Marcus said, convictions!
hahah ok enough of serious talk, lets get back to CRAPPING! whoOOOO!!!
Aaron and Marcus never fail to amuse me! Mr Mus and Mr cle. LOL
all so vain about their new "found" muscles. hahahahahahaha!!!!
cheryl just cant understand the joke me and aaron pulled about Going teck khoon. LOL
haha if you can tell me too :)
btw, WHO LIKES POKERFACE?! ITS SUCH A NICE SONG!
haha, see ya peeps!
p.s. my new slogan "Have Faith, Time To Soar"
see ya! :D
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
alrightzz, recieved my results today, it was kinda, WOAH. hahaha
emaths: FAILED 14/40
social studies: 20/25
chemistry: 34/50 (ONE MORE MARK TO A CRAP)
english compo: 18/30 (well, i am always writing testimonies as compo LOL)
everything seems to go upside down, maths is really HORRENDOUS.
hahah.
but above all this else, i am still happy to say, God, you are still with me, i cannot be more than thankful.
i wanna be like Pastor Lia, telling God that she's ok.
i wanna tell God that i am ok too.
today follow-up with cheryl was funny :D
flipped through her bible (can you feel the anointing?)
and saw many pictures! LOL
oh well, time to rise up.
RiSE uP
Sunday, March 01, 2009
hey guys! i am back to blog! hahaha
got a few GREAT songs, like insomnia. i fell in love with this song once i heard it! i might put it in the blog :D
alrightz, back to school! school has been great, trying to integrate. i feel that i am rather lonely in class, cos havent really got great friends. but, i believe that things will change when God is in their lives!
for my past few posts, i have been emphasising on unity.
without unity, there will be no group, no group, things cannot be accomplished smoothly nor efficiently. many hands make light work. i agree totally with this. i cannot stand alone in this revival. i will fall.
but God is with us, 1/2 the battle is won, the rest 1/2, is up to us now.
rise up and take this challenge guys, God is right there beside you.
my convictions were tested by God. if i had not followed my convictions, i wouldnt have been able to memorise my notes well. you see, ytd i was busy outside(with, you know what) and when i came home, i was desperate in memorising notes, with 2hrs left before my sleep curfew is reached. i was really desperate and asked God for help. suddenly, when i just read once, or twice the notes. it was planted into my mind so powerfully till today! plus, nick luo prayed with me. so, its anointing plus anointing= 2(anointing) LOL
someone should create a chrisitan calculator, that way, people will be able to "calculate" their faith back. hahahah, weird idea.
anyways, so happy to see God working in me so many times. what more things are there can unconvince God's existence? hahah
btw, i had a rush of superpoke in my facebook. apparently, i superpoked everyone. HAHAH :D