Saturday, March 29, 2008
heyheyhey! i am back in buisness baby! whooo
lol
quite an enthu post, but anyway...
i m bac in rakion! for those who got play rakion nowdays, please add me as buddy and tag at my blog, telling me who are you, my userid is xroxyboiiix
add me k?
i haven been posting, cos i am so engrossed wif rakion. haha
i see a new disciple in distance! JORDAN TANG! blessed are you who wants to know God more. you are SOOOOO loved! thanks God too, for his great love and grace to let Jordan know him and for him to be able to acquire salvation.
but the problem is, he still believe that there is EVOLUTION! oh no!
no matter how i tell him, he still believe that there is salvation, like what the!
is there someone here can give me a reliable evidence to show him that evolution does not occur? oh man...
but i can see a distant disciple coming our way, my fellow friends! i believe that he is coming soon, all thanks to the grace of God! yeah~
lol
quite an enthu post, but anyway...
i m bac in rakion! for those who got play rakion nowdays, please add me as buddy and tag at my blog, telling me who are you, my userid is xroxyboiiix
add me k?
i haven been posting, cos i am so engrossed wif rakion. haha
i see a new disciple in distance! JORDAN TANG! blessed are you who wants to know God more. you are SOOOOO loved! thanks God too, for his great love and grace to let Jordan know him and for him to be able to acquire salvation.
but the problem is, he still believe that there is EVOLUTION! oh no!
no matter how i tell him, he still believe that there is salvation, like what the!
is there someone here can give me a reliable evidence to show him that evolution does not occur? oh man...
but i can see a distant disciple coming our way, my fellow friends! i believe that he is coming soon, all thanks to the grace of God! yeah~
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
hey guyss! long time no see! been very lazy this days, haha.
to all my maple pals, sorry! i quit maple and my account has been given to Ethel and Zhang Tong, they shall take great care of my xroxyboiix! haha.
oh btw, did u see the picture i posted? well, i drew this chart out and its mostly about God and why people drew away from God and how we can acquire salvation again! cool rite? lets get on with my post today shall we? haha.
today's post is about friendship. well everyone NEED friends in their life, to give them support, encouragement etc. well, God can give us this things too! but humans are like that, they sometimes believe what they see, some christians also make this mistake too, so we must watch out. some humans thinks friendship are more important than God, cos friends are the ones they can truly 'see', since we have a verrrryyyy rare chance of seeing God.
well, i m not saying that friends are not important, but i m trying to say that God is FAR more important.
haha. okok. now lets talk about YOUR friends and MY friends.
what is a friend basically? once, someone told me that "a friend is someone i can trust". well, quite true, but, what do you think?
what i think is this: a friend, is a person loving and trusting you. this sentance may seems short, but it means alot. for example, LOVE. your friend loves you, to some of you, it mays seems gross, but it IS true. a true friend loves you. through love, there is a connection. through love, you gain TRUST,
through trust, you will start to rely on each other, through reliability, there comes support.when one fall, the other holds on to him/her, encouraging her, making sure he/she does not fall. when one succeeds, they other gain joy, not JEALOUSY. when one fail, the other does not let go, he/she encourages, and therefore, once again, it show LOVE. so u see, there IS a connection.
do you have friends? Me? not yet.
if i do think that certain person is my friend, it just lead to dissapointment, cos the same thing, he call me names.
there are four christians in class i guess, but the mostly persecuted one is me. haha, cos alot of people persecute me for being "gay" and of my relationship wif God, the others seems quite ok. haha. Hang Siang and Edmund and Zhang Tong and me: Growing christians, haha.
Edmund still growing, i pray he grow faster! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Zhang Tong, well, he had control much of his temper and all that swearing, seems that he had really worked hard for it haha.
HANG SIANG, ALWAYS DAO ME! :@ unfair de. haha, give him choco he dont wan. T.T haha.
will i find a friend? i tink so, but i think i will want to rely on God more.
Hang Siang, Edmund, Zhang Tong, are you all willing to be my friend?
are you willing to be my friend?
Sunday, March 02, 2008
today, got back most of the examination test papers. haha
supposedly to be excited, engrossed, but turned out to be a great dissapointment instead.
failed my bio! ARRRHH! biology is suppose to be my best subject! OMG! but i manage to pass physics, luckily i guess.
history 27/40, well at least better than my last test. better than i expected, haha.
ENGLISH! 23/40! arhhhhhhh! i cant even score well for my importent subjects, OH NO!
chinese, well at least an encouragement, 60/70, haha!
still, in this exams, there is always dissapointment, jealousy, and also, the learning experience of humility.
i am really dissapointed in my results, now thinking of ways to solve this "puzzle" in how to score well. well, jealousy also occured in me as well. i know its not a good thing, but the feeling just comes into me, but i never really express that feeling out though, jealousy is a sin. and i know i should never commit such sin. i am just sort of a "jealous" that others had gotten such great marks than i can get and that annoying hong yang keep saying that he will score lower than me, in the end, score even higher than me, grrrr.... haha
i have been trying to keep my self humble and learning the art of humility, and not to be as arroggant, or show off. now i am even have trouble in keeping my self from being jealous of others. haixx...
i fell myself quite hypocritical, as i myself have low marks and is totally devastated, whereas i told others not to be as sad, cause God has a good and well-planned destiny to my christian friends. i tried to remain cheerful, but i cant stand others being soooo happy, or try to even show-off in front of me. i dont understand why i cant feel happy for others, although i know that i shouldnt do these sinful things.
why? why? can God give me a full answer, i have a very weird split personalty, one who tell/give me goo thinkings, while the other, tells me bad things and give me evil advices, while of course sometimes, i take the evil advices of my evil side. (dont worry, i am not like dr jekyll and mr hyde) lol
well, hang siang is quite dissapointed wif his own marks, therefore i tried telling him that God has a great destiny for him, so dont worry. haha
well, lets hope for the best, i will work hard! to those who read this, jia you too! =D
may Jesus love you and of course, so do i!
supposedly to be excited, engrossed, but turned out to be a great dissapointment instead.
failed my bio! ARRRHH! biology is suppose to be my best subject! OMG! but i manage to pass physics, luckily i guess.
history 27/40, well at least better than my last test. better than i expected, haha.
ENGLISH! 23/40! arhhhhhhh! i cant even score well for my importent subjects, OH NO!
chinese, well at least an encouragement, 60/70, haha!
still, in this exams, there is always dissapointment, jealousy, and also, the learning experience of humility.
i am really dissapointed in my results, now thinking of ways to solve this "puzzle" in how to score well. well, jealousy also occured in me as well. i know its not a good thing, but the feeling just comes into me, but i never really express that feeling out though, jealousy is a sin. and i know i should never commit such sin. i am just sort of a "jealous" that others had gotten such great marks than i can get and that annoying hong yang keep saying that he will score lower than me, in the end, score even higher than me, grrrr.... haha
i have been trying to keep my self humble and learning the art of humility, and not to be as arroggant, or show off. now i am even have trouble in keeping my self from being jealous of others. haixx...
i fell myself quite hypocritical, as i myself have low marks and is totally devastated, whereas i told others not to be as sad, cause God has a good and well-planned destiny to my christian friends. i tried to remain cheerful, but i cant stand others being soooo happy, or try to even show-off in front of me. i dont understand why i cant feel happy for others, although i know that i shouldnt do these sinful things.
why? why? can God give me a full answer, i have a very weird split personalty, one who tell/give me goo thinkings, while the other, tells me bad things and give me evil advices, while of course sometimes, i take the evil advices of my evil side. (dont worry, i am not like dr jekyll and mr hyde) lol
well, hang siang is quite dissapointed wif his own marks, therefore i tried telling him that God has a great destiny for him, so dont worry. haha
well, lets hope for the best, i will work hard! to those who read this, jia you too! =D
may Jesus love you and of course, so do i!