i gotta plan my finances too. this is a good chance to tell the whole world that i only receive $17 a week as allowance. haha. i may not be that rich, but i believe that God is training me to sacrifice. 

Sacrifice. a willingness to suffer. i am willing to suffer. 

sometimes we tell ourselves and God. "God, i am willing to suffer for you, even to die for you" 

but i realised, that when such situations really do come, are you still sticking to that conviction you have? i am not embarassed to say that i do feel wavered when such situations comes to me. 

but ultimately, am i willing to "burn than bow down to the devil" 

ask yourself, who are you burning for? 

just got some revelations a few months ago, but never really told everyone about it, some are quite amazing.

one of them is this. 

in 1Kings 4:20 "Judah and Israel were as numerous as the sand by the sea in multitude,eating and drinking and rejoicing"

and 1Kings 4:29 "and God gave Solomen wisdom and exceedingly great understanding,and largeness of heart like the sand on the seashore"