Monday, August 31, 2009
Got a feeling that i have become more and more emo nowdays. emoster.
though i seemed to be always so high, loud-spoken and stuff. i think in the inside, i tend to think too much, though i never really express it.
oh well, from yesterday till today, i had never stop having the feeling of wanting to cry. Handphone confiscated, parents screaming, not understanding, things not going well in school, thinking too much. sometimes i really want to handle it between me and God. i dont want to depend too much on friends, but have the God-factor more in my life.
you can say i am weak, but God uses the weak. He gives strength to the weak.
maybe God is toughening me up through this, that even i am unable to connect with friends, talking to them, am i still keeping strong and relying on Him completely, or am i just depending on my friends in this christian walk?
haha, i intended this to be quite an emo post. lol.
i cant be emo already! snap out of it :)
come to think of it, i seemed to be encountering with the same things i had encountered with before, but i think this time round its different.
Everything's gonna be alright :)
God's here.
though i seemed to be always so high, loud-spoken and stuff. i think in the inside, i tend to think too much, though i never really express it.
oh well, from yesterday till today, i had never stop having the feeling of wanting to cry. Handphone confiscated, parents screaming, not understanding, things not going well in school, thinking too much. sometimes i really want to handle it between me and God. i dont want to depend too much on friends, but have the God-factor more in my life.
you can say i am weak, but God uses the weak. He gives strength to the weak.
maybe God is toughening me up through this, that even i am unable to connect with friends, talking to them, am i still keeping strong and relying on Him completely, or am i just depending on my friends in this christian walk?
haha, i intended this to be quite an emo post. lol.
i cant be emo already! snap out of it :)
come to think of it, i seemed to be encountering with the same things i had encountered with before, but i think this time round its different.
Everything's gonna be alright :)
God's here.